"My brother died from depression.
He also frequently exercised, had supportive friends/family, was successful in school&work.
He had goals that he was constantly reaching-he still killed himself. People who are depressed are not weak minded- they are sick. Understand this.

I hate when people say that if you kill yours self that you are weak and gave up your fight but honestly mental health issues are sicknesses and people need to understand some people can seem okay but there really not they hide the pain with that smile I know that because I've done that so many times it really sucks when you want to be okay but don't know how that shit really be fucking with me sometimes
But it's okay because "it's fake and you need to stop saying you want to die your fine your making people think your crazy" like damm I really am crazy though and I know that so let me get help "no medication won't always be there you can't depend on it" I don't care if it's not always there but if it's here now that's fine because then I will "fine" that word fine really doesn't mean anything to me because I've never been "fine" you know and that's what sucks "if you were in my mind you would kill yourself" and I really mean if when I say I'm not okay because Ik I'm not out of anyone I know myself the best I would kill for help right now because all I feel is coldness and numbness those are the only things I've felt for awhile.

That's depression my friend😔