<<<ELSA'S POV>>>

Why did Pitch want me to meet at the junkyard of all places? Couldn't have picked a nicer place; I wonder why the junkyard though. He was acting so weird on the phone. Before I could think any further, his car pulls up and he leans again the front of it.

"Pitch, what's wrong?" I asked in concern.

He looked down at the floor. I could see his eyes were glassy; is he about to cry?

"P-Pitch? Are you okay?" I asked concerned.

The next thing he asked shocked me, yet I was so confused on why he asked.

"Do you love him?" Pitch whispered, his voice cracked when he said the word love.

"I...why are you asking me this?" I asked.

Then he looked up and I could see hurt, betrayal and anger. The look of anger did quite scare me not going to lie.

"Do. You. Love. Him?" Pitch repeated.

I knew exactly who he meant; Jack. Well, I don't know! Sure he gives me butterflies, makes my heart do flips and gives me hope of some sort of relationship but then he goes into jerk mode, a moody obnoxious jerk.

"I-I don't know..." I said.

Pitch did the unexpected. He dropped to his knees and began to sob; my heart broke as I watched my best friend crying on the floor and I went to approach him.

"Stay away from me." He hissed.

I flinched at his sudden tone. I was going to respond when he jumped up, anger was clear on his face.

"Why him?!" Pitch hissed.

"Why him?" Pitch sobbed.

"WHY HIM!" Pitch roared.

I jumped at his outburst. He wasn't going to stop any time soon, I could tell from the look on his face that he had things to say.

"I HAVE LOVED YOU SINCE WE WERE KIDS! WHY HAVEN'T YOU SEEN THAT?! WHO WAS THERE FOR YOU WHEN ADGAR WAS BEATING YOU?! ME! WHO WAS THERE AFTER YOU WERE BULLIED IN HIGH SCHOOL?! ME! WHO WAS THERE WHEN YOU HAD NOBODY ELSE TO TURN TO?! ME! WHO WAS THERE AFTER THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE DIED?! OH WAIT, ME! I LOVED YOU AND RESPECTED YOUR LOVE FOR HIM! NOW, YOU LOVE THAT JERK OF ALL PEOPLE?! WHY ARE YOU SO OBLIVIOUS TO MY FEELINGS?! ARE YOU DOING IT ON PURPOSE?!" He roared.

He was panting violently out of breath and I stood there completely paralysed. He has loved me since we were kids? What? I don't know how I didn't see all the signs.

"I-I didn't know. I'm so sorry..." I stammered feeling rather upset with myself.

"That sorry is way too late! Get out of my life." He hissed.

He nudged past me causing me to fall. There was pain in my hand suddenly, I looked and there was blood beginning to spill. My hand had landed in glass, I couldn't feel the pain; I feel numb...I just lost my best friend.

"E-Els, your hand! Here, let me help--" I cut him off.

"No, you made your position in my life quite clear. Leave me alone," I whispered.

"Els..." He whispered.

I got myself up and pulled the glass shards out of my hand as I walked away. I can't believe all of this...I need someone to talk to. I grabbed my phone and called Merida. Hopefully, she answers.

"Hello?" - Merida

"Merida, I-I need you. Could I come to your place?" - Elsa

"Els? You don't sound good, go to my place and I'll be there soon." - Merida

"T-Thank you." - Elsa

I couldn't drive not with my hand throbbing and bleeding like this. I made my way towards Merida's place. I'll be getting there in the next twenty minutes hopefully, her place isn't that far from the junkyard. It's a clear sunny day, if someone comes by me they can clearly see that I'm crying. I don't care though, I really don't care anymore.

"I'm losing everything," I muttered to myself.

I'm becoming so depressed and down, I hate the way this is all going. I looked out onto the beach, I see two little kids. Laughing, smiling and playing. Tears began to fall, me and Pitch always used to play at this beach.

*Flashback*

"Come, Els! I want to go swimming!" Pitch cheered.

"B-But...I-I." I stammered.

"Come on, don't be a wuss!" Pitch laughed.

He continued to drag me. I pushed him over and ran off hiding, hugging the big wooden pole that keeps the pier standing. I was crying my eyes out.

"Elsa? What's wrong?" He asked worried.

"I-I can't...swim." I cried.

He hugged me and I relaxed. He apologised millions of times.

*Flashback*

I continued to cry. Looks like those times are gone forever, it's my own fault anyway. I should have noticed, but I never did. I'm a selfish jerk...I walked to Merida's and waited on the stairs that lead up to her apartment. Merida pulled up fifteen minutes later, she ran out and jumped me in a hug and I cried in her embrace.

"Elsa, your hand!" She gasped.

She grabbed my wrist and guided me to her kitchen island and made me have a seat on the stool.

"Do not move, missy!" She exclaimed, running off to her bathroom.

I sighed, I just stared at the floor. The red liquid was dripping onto the wooden floor but for some reason...I felt empty and numb. I don't understand what's wrong with me, I've lost interest in a lot of my old loved hobbies, I have no energy to do them anymore and I can't seem to be bothered to socialise.

"Okay, I'm back! Tweezers, bandage, alcohol and alcohol wipes." Merida said.

She looked at me hesitantly as the alcohol wipe hovered above my head. I gritted my teeth as she began to gently dab the wound before wiping it, out of pain I slammed my good fist off the kitchen island.

"Jesus, I'm sorry." Merida apologised.

"Keep going." I replied.

She then did this until there was no dirt. She had gotten a few bits of glass out my hand, but there was a couple still really lodged in there really good. She sighed and picked up the tweezers, she once again sighed and began the painful process.

"This is going to suck..." She sighed.

"I know." I panted.

She pulled them all out of my hand thankfully. Then repeated the process of wiping my hand with an alcohol wipe. I was hissing through the entire thing but then finally and thankfully came the bandage! She wrapped it around my hand and then she taped up the bandage so it wouldn't fall loose.

"Thank Christ. All done!" She said, relieved.

"Thanks." I replied.

"Els, how did that even happen?!" Merida exclaimed.

"I-I...Pitch wanted to meet me and we had a fall out...he nudged past me and my hand landed in a pile of broken glass," I sighed.

"Pitch and you had an argument? Jesus, Els. I didn't think you'd be one for drama, but it's happening to you frequently now." Merida sighed.

"And you think I don't know that?" I hissed.

She flinched at my tone and put her eyes downcast. I apologised and she said it was okay, but really it's not. I'm losing everyone because of my foolishness and blindness.

"Hey, to cheer you up. How about we go clubbing? Just me, you, Anna and Rap." Merida suggested.

I thought about it, I could use some fun. I don't really want to talk to Jack at the moment, I think I want to avoid him as much as possible for some time. I just lost my best friend because I don't know if I've fallen in love with the jackass. I need to forget everything from today.

"Sure, I could use a good dance and drink," I smiled.

Merida guided me to her closet and then cleared off on the phone to someone. I looked through her wardrobe, I want a sexy club dress or outfit. I was successful, I got a high waist black knee length skirt with a cropped back belly top and some black matte heels.

"Hey, Els. The girls are in and god damn, you look hot!" Merida clapped.

I laughed and sat at the vanity table. I did my foundation, silver eye-shadow, black eyeliner, mascara and red lipstick. I curled my hair and put it into a high ponytail, time to club! Merida was wearing a black glitter dress that was strapless and above her mid thigh with black open toe wedges.

"Now, who's looking hot?" I laughed.

"Both of us. I think this calls for a selfie on Instagram!" Merida winked.

I rolled my eyes and posed for the camera, Merida did a wink and biting her lip. It was five so me and Merida decided to play some Black Ops 2; this game may be out of date but it's a damn good game!

"No. No. No. No. No. NO! I HATE THIS GAME!" I raged.

Merida meanwhile was laughing and chortling behind me at my rage. I calmed down then Merida looked at her phone and jumped up.

"Off we go! The gals will be meeting us there!" Merida laughed.

We jumped in her car and headed off for the club. Clubs are always pumped up: people dancing, cheering, making out, drink and just having a good time.

"I think I see Anna!" Merida shouted over the music.

She did indeed spot Anna and we made our way to her, Anna was swigging some cherry champagne, Rapunzel was taking shots of gin. Me and Merida walked over to Anna and Rapunzel.

"Hey, girls!" Rapunzel cheered over the music.

"Who's ready to get this party started?!" Anna screamed.

"Merida, you up for vodka shots!" I smirked.

"Hell yeah!" Merida cheered.

Me and Merida did our seven vodka shots then me and Anna did our tequila shots and finally me and Rapunzel did our gin shots. I was wasted already and I couldn't stop dancing, I was in the zone!

"What happened to your hand?"

I turned around to be face to face with Jack. I turned away and continued dancing, I was taken by the wrist to an empty corner.

"Hey, get the hell off of me!" I hissed.

Jack had taken me to a corner where no one else stood, just us. The atmosphere was tense, he grabbed my hand and I quickly pulled it away.

"What the hell happened!" He repeated.

I stayed quiet, just staring at the wall. He was panting, I could tell he wasn't happy. Honestly, after this afternoon I didn't much care; I was angry and upset.

"Elsa, tell me!" He hissed.

I felt something in me just snap.

"Fuck you! It's your fault this all happened anyway!" I growled.

He looked at me in confusion, I went to walk away again but he pulled me back.

"You aren't going anywhere! How the hell is that my damn fault?!" He growled.

"If you haven't noticed, I'm not very happy! I lost my goddamn best friend because of you!" I spat.

I dropped to my knees and cried. I didn't look up, I refused to. I'm just crying in a club crowded with people and I'm on my knees in tears. Then I felt his muscular arms wrap around me and he picked me up, I didn't fight him. I just stayed in his embrace hiding myself in his chest. There was chatter as we went out, but I didn't hear much as I fell asleep after the long heartbreaking day I had just suffered.

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Hi guys 😊 Here's the new update! 😁 Sorry for taking so long 😔 I've tried my best to update as fast as possible, I really have 😭 I have final exams all this month, so there probably won't be any updates 😔 Sorry, guys! 😭

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