I sent you a text on Kik.
You didn't seE it.
I have more to say.
But I can't.
I'm scared too.
I just want this pain to end.
But it won't.
I keep making new scaRs.
New tears.
Sometimes I hit myself.
Only to numb the emotional pain I am In.
The voices I hear tell me a bunch of different things.
I don't want to listen to them.
But I do.
Even though I promised you I wouldn't.
I can't help it.
I am in paiN.
You don't see it.
I don't think you even care.