I am fucked

Royyyaaalllllyyyy fucked

So I bought these boxers when I was at Wal-Mart getting Christmas presents for my family.... And if I wasn't wearing them I put them in my backpack.

And this morning

They weren't there.

I had some other clothes and shit to hide them and they're gone too.

I think my mom is washing them or something, and I dunno if she knows or not.

I looked in the washing machine while she was smoking.... And I can't find shit.

What do I do?

Last time me and my mom talked about anything remotely trans about me I couldn't even look at her. 

Now my boxes are lost.

And I'm freaking out...

I cannot have a stressful conversation like that.

I just can't

She hasn't said anything yet

I still don't know if she knows

Please help me guys

Bye