I just can't........

I feel so depressed right now, mostly about my dad and I's relationship. But I realized, life still is sucky. My mom has really bad anxiety and when ever me ot her can't find something she gets depressed and yells. Not at me specifically, just at life. But it makes me feel horrible and want to cry. I know im too sensitive, but it still hurts even though I try to tell myself its not me.

And my dad.... God he makes me so angry and sad at the same time, I just dont even know how to feel. I just feel like screaming and crying. But if I even look sad he tells me I HAVE TO TALK TO HIM. PERIOD. But I dont and he says I have nothing to be sad about. Ane im too young to be depressed. But news flash, I am depressed. I hide it though, even my mom doesn't know. If she did she would says she's a bad mother and start crying then I would feel horrible.

Things have gotten a little better since my step dad left but overall I have the same problems, they just have different causes.

I'm so sorry I didn't post about other things in my day, I just feel so... But I packed for camping and I leave in the morning so yay?

Well there is your emo speech for the day, bye.