I am so tired of listening to this

They don't ever stop. I wish I weren't so impatient. So sad. So depressed all the time.

The calendar hanging from the loose nail in my bedroom is totaled with one hundred and eighty days

On the others, I keep listening to them and I don't even know why, when I could pretend and let it go

Just because I am too tired of pretending and too tired of not having anything negative to nullify their negatives

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