Title: Five

Group: VIXX

A/N: MY MUSE MY FLAME ULTIMATE BIAS GOD VOICED KEN

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<One>

"Okay (F/N), you're going to go up to him, tell him how much you admire him, shake his hand, and then go to the next member coolly. Do not mess this up for yourself. You got this." You mumbled to yourself as you walked up to the platform where VIXX was seated for their fan meeting. 

Making sure you didn't trip, you awkwardly bowed as you met the gaze of your ultimate bias, Ken. He instantly smiled as if he sensed your nervousness. You knelt down on your knees and handed him your book.

"Hey! What's your name?" He asked, his voice gentle yet reassuring. You cracked a smile as you looked up into his gorgeous eyes.

"(F/N)." You replied sheepishly. He half-laughed/giggled as he wrote something on his picture in his book. Your heart beat sped up as you prepared to say what you had been practicing in your head for the last three months.

"Ken, I know that you've been through a lot, and that's one of the many reasons why I like you. I admire you. You have such a passion for music and singing, it's not the same as other kpop stars. I don't know how to explain it but it's just one of the things that make you, well, you. Thank you for being brave and coming this far. You've helped so many people through tough situations." You said in one breath. Ken starred at you in both shock and admiration. 

Without saying a word, Ken took your hand in both of his and placed it on his cheek. You blushed as your fingers grazed his cheek gently, his skin even softer than you imagined. You tried to steady your breathing as he starred into your eyes, you returning the favor.

"You don't know how much that means to me (F/N), thank you so much." Ken said as he smiled brightly. You smiled back and blushed, but that was short-lived as the fan beside you coughed. You, regrettably, took your hand away from his face and took your book that was still in his hands. You went to go to the next member, which was Leo, but before you did, turned to look at Ken once again.

"I know a lot of your fans must say this, but am I selfish to ask you to not forget me?" You said, your voice sad. Ken's eyebrows furrowed for a second in conflict, but his smile soon returned to his face, his handsome features shinning more than ever.

"I don't think I could even if I tried." He replied before turning to talk to the next fan.

<Two>

You left the event with a souring heart and a smile stuck to your face. Your VIXX experience was one that you would surely never forget, but your encounter with Ken made it all the more unforgettable. His smile, his laugh, and his voice. The words he said to you kept ringing in your head.

"I don't think I could even if I tried." He has said to you. Was he being serious? Or was he just saying it to get you going? You didn't know, but to test your theory, you quickly looked up when the next fan meeting in Seoul was and bought yourself a ticket to truly see if he would remember you or not.

<Three>

The time between your first VIXX fan meeting and your next flew by, and you weren't complaining. Three weeks later and there you were, standing in line to go up on the platform. This time, you were even more nervous. You weren't sure what you were expecting. Of course you wanted him to remember you, but why would he? You were one out of the hundreds of fans he met on a daily basis, so what made you special? As you asked yourself those questions, your hope went down the drain. 

You slowly moved onto the platform and knelt before Ken, just as you did before.

"H-hello." You said nervously. Ken looked up and smiled. You smiled back, thinking that he remembered you. He took your book from you and looked back at you again.

"Welcome! What's your name?" He asked with an innocent smile. Your smile faltered as his question registered in your head.

"Ah...well..." You went to answer him but he laughed quietly to himself.

"I'm kidding (F/N), I told you I wouldn't forget you! How could you not trust me! Aish!" Ken said in an outburst as he crossed his arms and pretended to be upset.

"Well! You meet people all the time I wasn't sure if you would really remember me." You said quickly, as to reassure him.

"So you came back just to see that? Not to see me?" Ken asked as he teased you. You puffed out your checks and looked up at him. Ken looked at you for a bit before looking away out of embarrassment. You titled your head and got closer.

"Ken? Are you okay?" You said as you gently put the back of your hand on his forehead. He looked back at you and grabbed your hand just as gently as you were with him. He laughed it off and intertwined your fingers with his as he used his other hand to write in your book. You watched him as he smiled and hummed, squeezing your hand in a sweet way.

"Thanks for coming to see me again (F/N), you won't forget me right? Is it selfish for me to ask that you don't forget me?" He asked, his eyes earnest. Your heart fluttered in your chest as he brought your hand to his cheek like last time, rubbing his cheek against it. You blushed furiously at this simple act.

"I don't think I could even if I tried." You replied, your roles from last time switched completely. He smiled as this and looked down in his lap. You went onto the next member and eventually left the venue. Looking in your book as you got in your car, you noticed he placed a random date, next Saturday, and place on your book. You studied it in confusion and looked at what he had written beside the date.

"This time, let me be the one to come see you. I'll make sure you never forget me, (F/N)." - Jaehwan~

You scoffed happily and shut the door of your car before starring at your wheel. After finally realizing what had just happened, you started screaming and flopping around in your seat. 

<Four>

Next Saturday came along, you were far too excited for your date with Ken. You prepared everything, your outfit, makeup, hair, and everything else. You made sure you were absolutely perfect for him. 

You got to the cafe and waited for him to arrive. You sat in the corner and glanced at the door every time someone opened the door, the bell on the door making you jump every single time. After four people before him arrived, you noticed a young man with a hat come into the cafe. Your heart sped up in excitement as he looked around, his thick framed glasses resting on his nose. You tried not to squeal, and covered your mouth with your hand. 

He finally noticed you and walked right over to you, immediately sitting down across from you. You smiled and tilted your head in confusion.

"Hi...um...who are you?" You asked, bringing all of your acting skills to the front. Ken opened his mouth in offence and leaned in closer to you from across the table.

"YA! It isn't nice to tease your oppa!" He said in an annoyed, yet playful way. You smiled and leaned in so you were touching elbows with him on the table.

"Payback." You said simply. Ken starred at you before getting even closer to you, in a competitive way. You squinted your eyes and accepted his challenge, getting just as close. Your nose almost touching his.

"What are you doing?" You asked. He smiled innocently before pecking your lips. You gasped and jumped back, your hands over your lips. Ken smiled once again in triumph before raising his hand.

"We'd like to order! Can you get something to cool her down? She's feeling a bit...hot." Ken said as his smile got even brighter.

<Five>

Things between you and Ken since then had progressed extremely. After the cafe incident, you weren't sure what you were. How could he love you, a measly fan? You truly believed he deserved better than you, but he was determined to show you otherwise. Throughout the time you spent together, you felt a love towards Jaehwan that was different than your love for Ken. You loved Jaehwan as the silly, adorable human being he was, and you loved Ken for the handsome, charismatic idol he was. There was a difference now. He wasn't just the idol before you that wasn't within reach, he was close to you in a way no man had ever gotten before, and you loved it.

It soon became a usual thing for you to go to his fan events in Seoul. So as per usual, there you were, waiting to go up on the platform to see VIXX. Well, Ken. 

You followed the line until you met eyes with him. You smiled slightly before looking down. Kneeling before him, you handed him your fan book and looked up at him.

"Hello~ You're going to ask what my name is right? It's (F/-"

"Mine." Ken interrupted you mid sentence. You looked at him speechlessly as he smiled confidently at you. "You're mine." He said before writing in your book. As he wrote, he took your hand in his and intertwined your fingers with him, sweetly massaging your hand with the pad of his thumb. You didn't know what to say in reply to him. You simply sat there in silence as he finished up his signature. Once he was done, he sat the book in front of you and sighed.

"You know that I like you, right?" He asked quietly. 

"I...wasn't sure until now. It felt like a dream and I was too scared to ask." You replied honestly. Ken laughed and nodded.

"It's okay (F/N), I'm glad I told you now. Do you like me too?" He asked. You looked down as pink hues vacated your cheeks. Ken took his free hand and brought your chin up using his hand to allow you to look at him. You starred into his beautiful eyes as he awaited your answer.

"I love you Lee Jaehwan. Not as Ken the idol, but as Jaehwan, the man who allowed me to see him event after event. The man who treated me differently event, despite not being allowed to do so. The man who remembered me." You said as tears threatened to spill from the corners of your eyes. Ken placed both of his hands on your cheeks and wiped your tears away. 

"Thank you (F/N), I love you too." He said, his words not leaving your mind for a second.

A/N: Sorry these are really sucking aren't they. I'll try to make them less crappy. Anyway hope you enjoyed, not sure who I'm doing next but as always see ya tomorrow (?)