When will I grow
When will I live

Will I grow
Will I live

Am I growing
Am I living

I don't know
I wish I knew

When will I stop growing
When will I die

Will I stop growing
Will I die

Still I do not know
And still I wish I knew

Do people care
About me

I don't care
About me

Should they care
Should I care

Am I living
Or merely
Existing

Does it matter

No I don't think so

I wish I was understood

I wish I would understand

I wish I could live
Happily

I wish I could live
Completely alive

I wish I wasn't dying
On the inside

I wish I could tell everyone
I'm glad I tell no one

I'm concerned
For my health

Will it stop
This pounding

This pain in my skull
This voice
Screaming

I tell it to stop

It does not
I cry

It persists

I hear these terrible things
These things saying

Die

Kill

Jump

Cut

Tear

Shut up

Listen

All I can do
Is say

Stop

It won't

So when

When will it end

When will I end

When will it all be over

I want to end it All

These terrible sounds

This pounding in my skull

So

When

When will it all be over