By the time you all see this I will have been gone. Hopefully I have my wings. Hopefully... everyone is happy. But in the case that everyone is at odds I wanted my last words to be shared. I wrote these words in hopes that it would touch you all. That maybe it would help heal some of you. I've known for a while that my battle with Lupus would end soon. So do not mourn me too long. Instead let my passing give you all the enlightenment needed to heal. Make amends. Love harder. Mistakes are a part of our growth. Learning from them is key. I've seen so many of you say you struggle with self love and care or healing from past relationships. Loving yourself first is the only way to move forward. God has you all. I'll have you all.  My final wish is that even in the darkest times you all find a way back to being the family that we built. It may take time. It may be painful. But I have faith that it can be done. A loss is always painful. And I am sure my sudden departure from this life will cause some of you pain. Maybe not all but at least some. So I hope that me saying that I believe in you all is enough. I wish to no longer suffer and move on to reunite with my mother, sister, and unborn. I hope that you all can understand in time. Please be kind. Words hold so much more weight than we all truly know. Be very careful of the energy you speak into the world. Whether it be about each other or others. Please be kind. I must go and I will miss a lot of you. Thank you for bringing me some of the most genuine smiles and laughter I've shared in a long time. Be kind to who I have chosen to leave my page to. She meant a lot to me and I pray you all accept her as one of our own. With the most unconditional love I say see you in our next lifetimes.

I love you all.

Gabriella Zayeir

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