Dear Julius,

You are literally the best little brother a sister could ever ask for. You may be a pain at times but I adore you. This is not a goodbye. More of a see you later. I'm here to prepare you. You've always found trouble and I've always been there to pick you up. But this time big sis won't be. At least not physically. There are going be days where you wanna give up. Don't. Please don't. I don't want you here with me just yet. Live your life for me. Make mistakes learn and grow. But stay away from these gates until you're old. I want you to find your happiness. I can tell where it is so please never give up on her. Please. I love you brother. I hope you win and beat the odds.  No more jail bids no more job hopping. Just fall in love and live your life. Know that I got my arms around you and your family. I promise to protect you all. I must go. But I will be here in spirit. I love you Juju Bean.

Forever your big sister,

Zayeir 💔💙

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