Why do I even try?

There's no point.

So, I want to say:

I'm sorry, Crawford. I'm sorry you met me. I'm sorry you put up with me. I'm sorry for everything. I don't deserve someone as good as you, and you don't deserve someone as low as me. Just know that I still love you. And that that will never change. I know you probably hate me and you don't want to even remember me at all, just know that I love you. And I hope and pray that, one day, you'll forgive me.

SlayTheDiscoQueen