Baby, I don't know where this is coming from
How can I be the one when I'm just on your phone?
Never felt my touch yet you're so in love
Is that so?

Baby, I'm not one to give myself up
But something 'bout you makes me feel batshit crazy
I think I like you back, baby
Oh, you're ruining me

Every time we speak
It's like someone cares for me
It's like something 19 year old me would've wanted
But I guess, now, I'm just too haunted

By the boys who'd said their lies
Dropped in and out of my life
Took what they could get
And left me naked on these sheets just to cry

It took me years to pick up my pieces
I'm still not whole yet
But I'm in the process
There are things I want to forget

So I could maybe feel the way you feel
Without getting scared of dying
Don't you see?
You're someone special to me

God, I really hope you're not lying
And I know my doubting hurts you
I'm sorry for that and other things
I really just don't want to lose you

Baby, I'm a wreck but that's the state you found me in
And you still think I'm pretty
I don't know why you're trying
But I guess, I should too

I want to give myself to you