This is the 20s era and I've become the trending news.. it all started in 2017 that year of my life was so dramatic yet nobody knew nothing.

I'm suddenly the cousin of Henry Edwin. The family knows I've woken up from coma but I know this is not the truth. I was somewhere else with a another name..
The world knows as I have returned from "foreign". They are saying I'm seventeen. I know my real age though.
All this because I have encountered things and saw the secret of Edwin's. Even I get to use Mr. Edwin's car which nobody else can.

My known age is making me away from my Seven. I'll keep remembering him even though his presence was not a good call, but it was only him who meant no harm.
Even my mother has willingly abandoned me, as she had found what she was looking for in a man. You all hear stories where mother leaves their kid in front of sketchy road and all the craps but which are hard to believe..yeah I was living that. People acted I was a piece of meant to be only a meat for the dog boys and I gotta live a life like that. The things happens even your family throws you out cause a better looking somebody has taken your place. Throughout I got to know about the evil side of the world. The more I knew the more I cried for help and crumbled in ever pouring thoughts. I am all alone in this pitfall.

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Le wasn't the only one made the mistake. But that's the thing about what's happening. Someone get awfully punished for something small and the other who was more guilty in the story gets not punished. When the bond is broken with family and closed ones, the person becomes strange genuinely I think. Being different is the normal and the nightmares are part of it. Trusting your friends way too much that in the end, only it just hurts you and not them. Le wonders if he ever really had a real friend?
Vivian comes to his mind but he let that go. How did I know? He told me when I met him that day, in the line we stood to get free food, service from a unlocal charity.
   Drug intake for experience was death for all of us.
Summer of 03 le saw something strange.

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To understand a twisted mind::

The wisels were the butchers here, working in silence. The territory was enough easy like the sad side of terracotta art. Friends are targeted religion is not the matter. But like diamonds some friendship couldn't be forever. In the end we talk about the inner meanings and metaphors to forget what can't be done. The walk towards shelter is always dangerous. I couldn't stand or I always knew Malcom also couldn't, we counted ,one two three four please go away from my room. Some said there was a storm when we asked what happened, some said in a mockery do you still believe in friendship, cause we saw you backstabbing your best mates, like a beast on roll.
We couldn't answer, the meds were visible, we couldn't tell why there's enemies in front of us. All we could be is kind and move on, that's the right thing, right? I know very well, we are the human looking puppets living in a shiny and neon lighted society of melodrama, parents are narcissism in name of responsibility and prejudice of every things is killing every thing everyday.

The world fell in love with the innocent boy who were used as he was a pig and not told anything else, the killer pig was a gentleman, couldn't kill girls if they were looking. The baby pig like beings that are used in use of anyone, living in tortured cage life, only opens their eyes to see their friends and owner. Stockholm syndrome was a experience flashbacks daily in M's life. Call it hallucinations or romance of the cursed wind, "..they reappear like a illustration we can't erase from you're mind."
A narrative voice low-key stopped mumbling. I ask if I'm anything else than mistake,' let me be more ?'
The life is given to me, and planned.