I hate this,
I having this feeling.
It makes me mad and hiss,
I just need to wait for the healing.

Feeling unwanted isn't fun,
I want it to stop.
I know I haven't won,
I'm just that useless prop.
I thought I really met the one,
But now I'm ready to drop.

I don't want to be ill no more,
I want everything back to how things were.
All of this feels like a long time chore,
Everything becomes a blur.

I don't know what else to say,
I just don't know how much I take.
People tell me to pray,
But all honesty I just want a break.