YOU DO NOT HAVE YOU READ THIS

Why do I always have to be broken? Why do I have to be hurt? What did I ever do? Here I am lying crying myself to sleep because I'm just stupid. I put my heart into everything and I just don't understand anymore. I'm just done. If you only wanted to hurt me, then go ahead! Because I promise you! I'm only gonna come back stronger! I don't know what's wrong with me, if it's finally that I'm about to graduate, or if it's because my bipolar decided to do a 180, or if it's just you (the guy I like). I really don't get it anymore. I'm tired of taking everything hard. I just want stuff to be fine. Just quit trying to break me. I don't want to be broken. Yeah, I get it, life's hard, but it doesn't have to make you hard and icy. If I let you into my life it's because I like you and I trust you. I'll give a dozen chances, but when I'm done, I'm done.