Chapter 45
Jungkook didn't think it really was Mia, last time he thought (Y/N) was Mia and almost killed her, he didn't want that to happen again with another person too.
So, he carried on walking as if nothing had happened. He was still feeling a bit off today, he suddenly thought of his father again and how he wasn't allowed to him, all he ever wanted was to look at him just once at least.. but a part of him didn't want to see him because of his disappointed face looking at his son and everything he has done lately.
After getting a good night rest thinking it will make him feel better, he decided to leave the room. He looked to see Taehyung fast asleep, he didn't want to interrupt him.
Jungkook took his duvet covers off quietly and put his slippers on, he gave a stretch and silently got up.
"Leaving already?" Said a voice behind him.
Jungkook sighed as he knew he got caught.
"Why are you leaving without me? We always go together" Taehyung asked in a kind of hurt tone. Jungkook bit his lip,
"I... I just want to be alone for a while, don't look for me." He said as he opened his door and made his way outside, leaving Taehyung alone in his room.
"What's up with that kid lately?" Tae said to himself.
Jungkook walked by himself looking down at the ground, just... thinking.
Suddenly, he heard a voice... the same voice he heard yesterday, he followed it, the sound increased slowly slowly as every step he took.
The voice just looked awfully familiar, he was hoping it wasn't who it was in his head. Just as he faced the nurse who was talking to a patient about him taking his pills, jungkook observed her from behind.
He didn't want her to notice his presence, as the persons face appeared, jungkook's eyes became wide.
It was Nurse areum, who rarely talked to him. As usual, had a mask on, but...
-[ FLASHBACK ]-
Jungkook sighed, "Peaceful.. so peaceful it is" he said as he played with Mia's hair while her head was on his naked chest.
"Isn't it?" She agreed, he ran his thumb gently under her eye and down her cheeks "oh! What's this?" He asked.
"how come I've never noticed this before?"
"Ah, its a tiny scar I got from a knife I was playing with in the kitchen when I was young!" She laughed.
Jungkook laughed with her "you're so clumsy!" "Oi! Don't call me clumsy!" She lifted her head from his chest and moved closer to his face where she pecked his left cheek.
"what about you huh? Where did you get this scar from?" She asked. "My classmate and me were fighting over a scissor and he went overboard accidentally... yeah" he explained.
"well I think it looks adorable on you!" Mia brought her face closer to his and gave him a few pecks where his scar was.
-END OF FLASHBACK-
There was something jungkook never really noticed because he didn't care about the nurse.. it was her eyes... Green, just like Mia's.
He seen her eyes too many times, he knew every single detail of her because of their long relationship. But that didn't make him fully sure it was her, there are many people with green eyes right? Then it hit him! Mia had a tiny scar under her eye that he knew of, so... if she had it...
well let's hope that's not the case.
Jungkook slowly walked towards her, then hit her shoulder as he was walking past her, he immediately stopped and pretended to be surprised "ah I'm sorry! Crowded hall so I didn't see you there!" He said to the so called Areum.
Her eyes became wide as she saw who it was, "N-no its fine.." she said to him. He gave her a serious look then quickly gave her a grin, he bowed and walked away afterwards.
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(Y/N POV)
It was lunch time, I walked to the cafeteria and monitored the place along with two other nurses. I stood in the corner, looking around the whole place.
But, one thing was strange...
Jungkook..
he wasn't here it all, I walked back and forth, I waited for him to come but I never seen him... actually, I didn't see him at all today.
I wondered where he could be be so I decided to ask the person who knows him well. "Taehyung!" I called as I walked over to him.
"ah miss (Y/N)!"
"I noticed jungkook isn't with you, where is he? He should eat".
He frowned "well... he was feeling a bit odd this morning, he said he wanted to be left alone so I didn't bother him" I nodded and told him I understood.
I then began to look for him, I looked in the room where there was couches and a tv, he wasn't there. Then I looked in the garden but still... no sign of him, where the hell could he be?
Then... it hit me... it had to be that place.. don't tell me S-Suho put him there again.. I breathed heavily and bolted to the blank room.
"Jungkook..." I said as I ran.
"JUNGKOOK!" As I reached the door I was about to look through the window but realised someone nailed something to cover it, "N-No.. " I opened the door handle but it didn't open.. it was locked.
I punched the door in anger "DAMN IT!" I knocked forcefully on it and called out his name "JUNGKOOK! JUNGKOOK ARE YOU IN THERE?" I cried.
I waited and waited.. yet I couldn't hear any noise. I couldn't get the keys since It's daytime and Suho must have had them.
"What's all this noise?" I heard someone rushing near me.
I turned around, only to reveal it was jiyoung "I'm trying to get this open but it's locked.. someone is in there who shouldn't be, but Suho has the keys damn it!" I cried.
She paused for a few seconds, then stuffed her hand into her pocket, after ruffling for a few seconds she took out metal objects which were clinking together.
My eyes became wide "h-how do you have them..?" I asked her in surprise.
"It's Suhos day off today so I'm in charge" she replied.
"C-can you open it?"
"Sure I can but no one is in it..." "just to make sure please" I said.
She sighed and placed her keys into the lock then twisted it. When she opened the door, relieved that it was, I quickly looked inside and scanned for him.
"He.. he's not here..." I said to myself. But where could he be? It was very strange because first, he's not talking or with Taehyung and second... he's missing.
But I didn't give up on looking for him, he had to be here, it's not like he ran away, and Suho mustn't have done anything to him since he has his day off. Jiyoung carried on with her work while I searched for jungkook.
The dorms.. the place I haven't visited yet, if he isn't there.. he's not in this whole building at all. I took a deep breath and looked from left to right at the different rooms.
Closely I was reaching his dorm, hoping he was there, as I was a few meters away from it I noticed the door was closed.
I looked at the little window and peeped through it. My eyes became wide and my heart began to pound... there he was.
He was curled up into a ball on his bed and was... crying.
I opened the door and walked towards him, he shot his head up to see who it was, when he recognised me he quickly wiped the tears that were running down his cheeks.
"Jungkook.. what are you doing here? I've been looking everywhere for you!" I said, worried about him.
"(Y/N).. you.. you shouldn't see me like this" he wept.
He looked so much different, this was a new side of him I haven't seen before, a side that looked hurt emotionally. I sat next to him.
"I don't care, I'm not leaving okay? Now tell me why you've been acting this way, I know something is up." I said.
Tears wouldn't stop running his cheeks, it just kept on flowing. "I-If I tell you.. you're just going to think I'm a typical person here, no one believes me so why would you?" He cried.
"I will, don't worry jungkook! The other people here won't because they don't trust you, but trust me.. I will"
"N..no matter how crazy it sounds?" I nodded, "no matter how crazy it sounds."
He took a deep breath and started, "I'm not supposed to be here... I'm not mental! I'm completely normal, I.. I know I've done some abnormal things but..
I'm getting drugged."
-(TBC)-
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