"You will never know this touch
You will never know this shame
You will never feel the way I do~"

[name]
"Psh, you know my name, silly~!"
(Joel Kim, but people call him 'Kim')

[age]
"Seventeen. You knew that."

[species]
"Haha, yes I'm an alien, of course!"
(Human)

[sexuality]
"Oh- haha- I like girls. Duh!"
(Super homosexual)

[occupation]
"Do you forget what drags me away from our hang out time..?"
(Takes a lot of time practicing for his basket ball team, and works at a grocery store as a cart handler and bagger)

[hobbies]
"Seriously, did you hit your head? You know it's basketball."
(^^, photography, more basketball, going on jogs, hanging out with you, reading comics, photo editing)

[position]
"I usually take defense...?"
(Seme/Seke)

[height]
(6'3")

[appearance]

(Hair is dyed a pale blonde/baby blue and his eyes are nearly black)

[personality]
(Joel is usually very bubbly and positive, an all around ray of Sunshine to people around him. He can always find good things in a bad situation and it seems like nothing could ever get his head out of the clouds where his tall stature put it. He's very friendly and extroverted, and has an excellent sense of what's right and wrong. Sometimes he's mistaken for the mole friend of a group because of how he'll scold someone for being naughty, but that's a position really better suited for someone less carefree. Sometimes Joel can be very reckless and impulsive, letting his moods or urges take over his sense of morality or anyone else around him. Pretty secure with himself in most situations, he doesn't mind becoming the center of the scene if he becomes emotional. But usually he can make a joke and slip out of any serious confrontation since he likes to keep his true self pretty private. Still, he's not easily angered or upset, though he's been known to be haughty to anyone who tried attacking his family or best friend (you). He's fiercely loyal and even doting to those he finds favor with, and will protect someone he cares for even if it's his own destruction. And if he hurts them...no one hurts more than he does.)

[strengths]
"Basketball!"
(^^, photography, loyalty, making friends, keeping his temper in check and being a good sport, being supportive, sneaking things, admittedly lying though he hates it)

[weaknesses/fears]
"Haha, loosing a game and having to do more laps..."
(Loosing you tbh, his mother, not being able to follow his dreams, controlling himself, you finding out he's gay, anyone finding out about 'what he takes pictures of', doesn't like stairs because he's afraid of spraining an ankle, you getting with someone else)

[dreams]
"Guess we'll find out after high school, huh?"
(Become a photographer, make his family proud of him, maybe become a basketball player while juggling photography, getting together with you)

[favorite food]
"Hmph, you should know this one."
(Sub sandwiches or/and fried rice)

[backstory]
(Joel's life certainly looks quite perfect from a distance, and that's how he and his family like it. But, truth be told the Kim's have a few skeletons in their closet. Once upon a time, Joel's father was also a skilled sportsman, getting a scholarship and bright future when he was young. It was how Joel's parents met and their life looked so promising. But after a terrible accident, Joel and his mother lost the father and husband they once knew to a car accident that ruined his career. Sure, the man lived, but he could barely walk, which meant no more money. They settled in a tight apartment full of nosey neighbors and lots of reasons to bicker. Some days were good, but most evenings Joel just tried to tune out his parents arguing. His dad now had a gambling problem, and his mother a stressed spirit. It certainly wasn't good on his moral, which was why meeting you was so important. Now a-days he's feeling the pressure of his family to go into sports and make money, marry a girl and have the life his parents thought they'd get. But Joel's bad habit and terrible secret could ruin it all, even if he wanted that future)

[likes]
"I thought we were friends, man..."
(YOU, photography, the rush of exercise, taking pictures of people, the way you look, day dreaming (about you), planning basketball strategies, you or anyone playing with his hair, new shoes/shoe shopping, the smell of fresh cut grass)

[dislikes]
"All these questions...we've been friends for years right?"
(People bugging him about his height, the pressure of his parents, his little stalking issue, how in love with you he is, not being able to tell people things, bad lighting in a photo, asparagus, pretty much all school except PE or photography, stairs, bees)

[turn ons]
"W-What?! W-We're friends..."
(Tender kissing, YOU tbh, taking it slow, soft skin, hair tugging or tangling, safe place, possibly taking pictures the kinky bastard, foreplay, getting his neck kissed, holding you)

[turn offs]
"N-No man.."
(Girls, it not being you, threesomes, blood, rough sex, not feeling love, bdsm, crying, you upset, risky places, not being able to touch you, getting caught, pinning)

[requirements]
Follow scenario
Not openly gay/bi/pan
Very reluctant to Joel's feelings
Smaller than 6'3
Maybe on basketball team (your choice this one isn't required if it doesn't fit your oc)
Strong Uke/seke (he's def. seme but enjoys attention)
DRAMA

[scenario]
You have known Joel for years and years now. You both lived in apartment buildings right next to each other, and sometimes could even wave to each other through the window, across the sidewalk below separating you. You don't even remember the first time you met, since it seems like you've been together forever. You both went to school together and walked home together and hung out for homework or playing video games together. Over the years, you've grown up together. Joel was the only person you ever trusted to tell your secrets or talk too, and for the most part it seemed he only talked to you about his family problems and future fears. Nothing could ever break you apart it seemed, and you liked it that way. He was a great friend.

You of course had no idea he was head over heels in love with you now. He was good at keeping that secret- mostly.
It started in the middle of the school year and the closing of his basketball season. He got back from practice and went straight to your house to vent and relax the evening away with you. It was nice, just hanging out like normal until he finally got a call to come home. He was so tired, he didn't even notice that he left behind his sweatshirt the full blue fabric on your bedroom floor for you to deal with. Rolling your eyes you picked it up to wave in the window and show Joel, but as you did something fluttered from the pocket. Curious, you leaned down to pick it up. It was a printed picture, but as you flipped it over to look at it your blood went cold.
It was a picture of you. Asleep.
The breath successfully gone from your lungs, you slowly found your eyes pulling away from the image taken without your consent and rising towards the window of the friend who owned the picture. Joel shot you a smile from his room in the other building, waving before turning his back to you and shutting off his lights. You could see his camera sitting sideways on his windowsill, the pieces of an impossible scenario making sense in your head.

(Let's talk about when they meet up again~)