she stares in the mirror
analyzing everything about her
every crook and cranny
every scar and mark
every curve and dip
she can't seem to see any good
she met someone new
someone nice
a girl
full of light and love
who told her she was beautiful
and she didn't need to change
but she can't see that in herself
all she sees is disgust
and disgrace
so she leans over
and pukes until she can't anymore
until it's all blood coming up
and her throat feels like acid
she suddenly gets angry
gritting her teeth
she growls in anger
and opens her mouth
letting out a furious scream
running her hands through her hair
pulling at it
pulling chunks out
she's skin and bones
why can't she see that?
she's harming herself
why can't she stop this?