she shoves two fingers down her throat
not caring about the pain
it's a feeling she knows all too well
nothing is coming up but blood and acid
there's nothing left inside her to throw up
she looks at the blood and chokes out a sob
she cries and cries
she stands up and feels dizzy
falling back to the ground
she hits her head on the counter
and she doesn't even notice the door being kicked in
she doesn't even notice
her mom crying
her dad calling for help
her sister runs away and hides
too young to know what's going on
all she knows
is her sister is there
her parents are crying
and she feels like it's her fault