"I now pronounce you husband and wife," the priest announced.

It was a huge ceremony. After all, you were the next heir to your parents' world famous company.

However, Yoongi was the son of a CEO who's company.. Was not so well known.

Throughout the whole building, nasty rumors were being spread about the marriage.

'Why marry a no body like him?' Was one of them, which basically summed all of them up.

The truth was, you had gotten an interest in Yoongi when you first met in a meeting of several companies. He was your first love, and your whole family was awaiting your marriage soon.

Yoongi didn't have a choice in this. The (L/N) family practically bought him from his family. They paid his friends and former lover to stay away from him.

Your company made a deal to help Yoongi's company in terms of money when needed. And, willingly, they agreed. All your family wanted was the best for you.

"You may now kiss the bride.."

Yoongi lifted your veil and revealed your beautiful face with sparkling eyes.

All you could see were his cold, dark eyes. He had a straight face, not bothering to show any emotion whatsoever.

He bent down and you leaned in for the kiss. Once your lips pecked, the whole crowd cheered for the newly wed couple.

As he walked down the aisle to the limousine, Yoongi managed to put on a fake smile.

You, on the other hand, had the brightest smile on your face.

You got into the limo first with Yoongi holding the door for you. He got in and made no eye contact with you. It was a silent car ride.

~

You went towards the bedroom of the mansion you two would be living from now on. Yoongi followed behind you, not knowing and not bothering to know where it was.

You took off all your accessories and your headress. You let your hair fall down and took your makeup off.

Yoongi came back to the room and you saw him wearing comfortable clothes.

"Y-Yoongi.." He looked towards your figure, with your head down.

"I'm sorry.."

"What's there to be sorry about? We're married now. Husband and wife. All it took was some money. Money to keep my happiness away." He snapped.

You looked down at the floor even more, afraid to look at his eyes. He walked towards you and helped you get out of your dress. He looked away when it was off.

"Thank you.." You said and went to get dressed.

When you came back, you saw Yoongi sitting on the bed with his face resting in his hands.

"U-um, are we going to our honeymoon tomorrow?" You asked.

"We have to. Otherwise, how is the public going to know we love each other?" He coldly said, again.

"Alright..." You felt a tinge of happiness, knowing he was at least going to be by your side.

~

It had been a few months, and your relationship was growing very slowly. What was growing was the Min company's business rates.

Both companies now knew that Yoongi was a responsible man for you. The coldness reduced a bit, but he knew his duties as your husband was crucial for his company. In fact, he started to accept the reality and know that he was your husband now.

There was even a time when he personally asked you to go to Italy with him. You immediately accepted, overwhelmed with joy.

One day like any other, you two were getting ready to go to bed. You were curled up in the blanket, still very cold from winter's chills. You practically had the entire blanket to yourself.

When Yoongi joined you in the bed, he said, "(Y/N), I want some blanket too."

"O-oh sorry," you said and scooted closer to him. You put the blanket over his body, but you felt the chills hit your bare shoulder. You shivered, which caught Yoongi's attention. He hugged your body close to his, your face buried into his chest.

You got taken aback by his actions. He never hugged you, let alone cuddle. But he saw that you were freezing, he's not a heartless monster.

"I love you very much, Yoongi," you smiled into his warm embrace.

This time, he got taken aback. It made chills run down his spine. Something didn't seem right...

~

Yoongi was in his car, coming back from work, when he heard a knock from the window. He rolled it down to see Yumi, his ex-girlfriend.

"Yoongi.."

"Yumi.. Its been a long time.."

"Yea.. I missed you.."

"Here, get in," Yoongi said and opened the door to the passenger's seat.

Yumi got in and put her hand on his lap. He looked at her, and they made eye contact. Yumi leaned in closer, until their lips met. A little peck turned into a heated make out session.

They ate dinner at a fancy restaurant, and Yoongi spent the night at hers. They talked, a lot.

"Yoongi.. I.. Still love you.. A lot," she said.

"Me too.."

And they made out for who knows how long that night.

~

"No! Please! Yoongi! I'm begging you... Please don't go! Please!"

"(Y/N), I don't think this relationship can go any further than what it already is.." Yoongi said while packing his bags.

"No! Please! I can change! I'll do anything, anything you say! Please! Don't leave me.." You said, tears forming in your eyes.

"I'm sorry.. But.. I don't love you," he said. But.. He felt that those words were wrong.

You loosely held onto his arm, "Yoongi.. Please. I'll stop whatever you want me to, and do whatever you want me to.. Please don't go.."

"Goodbye, (Y/N)," he said and left.

Only hours later did your sister find you on the floor of your freezing living room, sniffling with tears everywhere. Your phone was in your bedroom, blown up with worried friends and family's texts and missed phone calls.

~

"Why did you do it, Yoongi?" Jin asked him. All he did in response was look at the older boy.

"Why marry her, when all you were going to do was leave her?" He said.

They were in a café catching up on things. Jin, Hoseok, and Yoongi.

After living with Yumi for about a month, he found out she was actually very... different. Not at all how he had expected.

"Jin.. You already know that I had no choice in the marriage. I didn't want to marry her."

"That Yumi girl.. I don't like her. (Y/N) looked so happy with you. She must be so devastated, depressed even, now." Jin said, distraught.

"That's true. I don't like Yumi either, she looks like a slut. All offense taken," Hoseok said.

Yoongi opened his mouth to say something, but was interrupted.

"Yoongi!" Yumi shouted. She came towards the table gave Yoongi a peck on the lips.

"Do you need something?" Yoongi asked.

"Actually, I want you to take me shopping!" She smiled.

"Right now? I'm kind of busy, what about later-"

Yumi pouted, "but I can't wait! I want to spend time with you~!"

Yoongi looked at Jin and Hoseok, and all they did was shrug.

"Go ahead. I'll pay. But remember my words." Jin said.

After he left, Jin and Hoseok were talking about something Yoongi was completely oblivious about.

"Did you hear? About (Y/N).. there are these rumors.." Jin started.

"Ha, rumors. Of course there are rumors."

"No, but.. (Y/N).. she's.."

~

"Yoongi~" Yumi whined.

Yoongi was getting ready for a meeting, clearly busy.

"What is it?"

"Let's go to Spain!"

"We can't right now, I'm very busy these days.."

"Please~? You never spend time with me anymore!" She whined, again.

"Yumi, can't you see I'm busy?" He said.

"So your job comes before I do? Hmph, such love. Heck, you don't even to need to come. I can go myself. All I need is the money." She boredly said, rubbing his neck.

He didn't answer, just swatted her hand away.

"Ugh! You probably don't even care about me! You like that (Y/N) over me!" She complained.

"Yumi... Please.. I'll take you anywhere you want after I'm done with everything.."

"Yoongi! You always say that! Am I not good enough?! That stupid girl probably poisoned your-"

"Stupid girl?" He repeated after her, with malice in his voice.

"Yes! I heard that she had an affair with so many other guys when you were still with her! And her company even paid the guys to not slip her mistakes! Ha, it's a good thing you left her," Yumi smugly said.

She failed to see the darkness growing in his eyes.

"Actually, I don't know why I left her in the first place. She was so kind and never complained. She was patient; unlike someone. I adored her, her family adored her, even my family adored her. Something you failed to do," he said coldly and left the room.

Yumi was speechless with her mouth still open.

That night, Yoongi found that Yumi had left him. He wasn't sad, angry, or frustrated. He felt like a huge obstacle was gone. He was glad.

~

Yoongi found out that Yumi had been cheating on him long before he even got married to you. They had only lived for two months, but he was glad she was gone. It had been a year since he left the marriage. But his pride kept him from going to you. He accepted his mistake

The two companies were still in contact though, not wanting to get 'special' attention from the public. They kept quiet about everything.

However, Yoongi would always get an urge to see you. He had missed you, a lot. You never know how much you'll miss someone unless you actually drift apart..

Every request to see you was denied. He had tried going to the mansion you two once stayed in, only to find it empty. Your whole family restricted Yoongi to even going near you.

Until one day when he saw you.

He saw you wearing sun glasses and a hat, your getaway disguise to have some alone time.

Yoongi didn't expect you to recognize him; he had dyed his hair mint green and was also wearing sunglasses.

He went closer to you, and tapped your shoulder. You turned around and immediately knew who it was.

"Y-Yoongi.." You said with widened eyes.

Yoongi was surprised, but not sure what was the reason. Was it because you recognized him? Because of how you said his name? Because of how you looked at him?

He flashed you a sheepish smile, which caused you to blush at how cute he was.

"Yoongi.. I'm so sorry.." You started.

"No! Please don't apologize.. You never did anything to me.. I shouldn't have left you. It was the biggest mistake of my life," Yoongi apologized, almost looking like he was about to tear up.

You, on the other hand, were crying already.

"O-oh no.. Did I make you cry? I'm so sorry! I didn't mean-" he was cut off with you hugging him.

"I'm so happy.. Yoongi.. I'm so happy," you said between sniffles.

"U-um, if you're not busy.. Would you mind... Um, going somewhere? With me?" He asked hesitantly.

"Of course!" You abruptly nodded with the brightest smile. Yoongi gave you his gummy smile. He was so relieved you didn't hate him, however, his guilt was building up and a voice inside of him was telling him to let you go; he didn't deserve such a nice girl.

You went to Japan as a mini vacation, and to catch up on things. All you two did on the first day was talk and goof around, forgetting to actually look at the sights.

Back at the hotel, both cuddled endlessly. Something the two of you would rarely do- or not all- before. That's when your head was starting to hurt. You shook it off as something small and went to sleep.

It wasn't something small.

The next morning you couldn't go anywhere because you felt like your whole body was sore, you were burning up, and felt like your head was about to burst.

Yoongi nursed you that day, telling you that were going to be okay. You took his words as something you'd never forget; something to treasure.

The third day was no better. Yoongi never felt annoyed, frustrated, or tired of you. He was glad he was helping you, but also bad for not helping you enough. You were in bed all day, again.

The fourth day was when you had to go back. When you were still sick, he was worrying nonstop.

As you were getting off the plane, you were taken by your bodyguards; too tired and sore to do anything. They pushed Yoongi out of the way, and you saw your sister coming towards him.

"Don't you ever go near (Y/N) ever again. Don't you think breaking her heart was already bad once?" She said coldly to him.

"N-no! All I wanted to-"

"Your words mean nothing to us now"

"Hold it right there!" Everyone turned their heads towards the direction of the voice. Jin, Hoseok, Namjoon, Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook were running towards them.

"He still has the right to take (Y/N) as his wife!" Hoseok shouted.

"They never officially got divorced, or even broke up!" Jin continued.

"Yoongi-hyung loved her and still does," Taehyung said.

"And we're sure she feels the same way!" Namjoon finished.

"That wretched boy doesn't deserve (Y/N), I'm sure she feels the same way about that!" Your sister yelled and turned towards you.

"Well how about we hear her-" Jimin was cut off by the sound of a 'thud'.

"(Y/N)?" She said.

You had collapsed.

~

Ever since that incident, Yoongi was forbidden to see (Y/N). News started to spread fast.

It turns out she had been diagnosed with Leukemia, on the brink of dying.

(Y/N) had this sickness since her teenage years, but was confidential to everyone but her family. They had hidden it for her sake.

She seemed completely fine with Yoongi, but now was a different story.

Yoongi had tried multiple times to see (Y/N), but failing. He had even tried going to her family's household, but got kicked out.

"Please, let me see her! I'm her husband! Why can't you understand!?"

"I'm sorry, but I can't let you do that. I've been given strict orders to take care of Ms. (Y/N)," the nurse calmly said.

The nurse went back into the room as Yoongi sunk back in his chair.

"Why don't you just leave?"

Yoongi looked up to see your sister.

"Why don't you go back to your girlfriend that you love oh so much," she told him.

"I.. Broke up with her.."

"Oh... I see. Then go find a new one."

"But I... I love (Y/N)!" he shouted for practically everyone to hear. He had never said those words to her... Directly.

Her eyes widened and she quickly walked back to your room before saying, "just leave.."

As she closed your door, she saw your poor condition.

"Did.. Did you hear?"

"I did," you said and managed to smile, "he really does love me.."

"Are you sure.. You don't want to see him?"

"No! I'm sure! He'll just pity me.. And he'll feel really sad! I'll just be another burden to him," you said with tears coming out.

"Alright, I won't let him see you... Don't cry... It'll be alright," she reassured you.

~

Yoongi was sitting in his office chair, looking at a picture of the both of you in Japan. He held his phone tightly. He remembered how happy you were in your wedding day.. The smile that never seemed to fade.

"Hyung," Jungkook said as he as well as five other boys walked into the room, "stop torturing yourself."

"We're really sorry we couldn't do anything at the airport," Hoseok apologized.

"No.. Don't be. I'm the one who shouldn't have left her in the first place," he said.

"She still loves you, Yoongi," Jin said.

"And she never stopped," Namjoon said.

"Why can't we.. Just make Yoongi go see her?" Jimin said.

"They won't let him, Jimin. Haven't you been keeping up with everything?" Namjoon said.

"No, not like that, I mean I have a plan"

...

Yoongi went inside the room quietly, making sure not to wake you up. He was wearing a doctors gown and a surgical mask.

He saw you with a breathing mask and many tubes around. The heart monitor was beeping, slowly.

He laid the single rose on the table next to you.

"I'm so sorry, (Y/N)" he started, "I regret doing everything I did."

He looked at your beautiful pale face and moved a loose strand of hair.

"I made so many mistakes.. But leaving you was the biggest mistake I made.."

The only reply he got was from the beeping of the machine.

"If only things turned out differently.. If only I hadn't done anything and just stayed put.."

He felt the stands of your hair and let them slip through his fingers.

"I love you.. So much," he said and left a peck on your lips.

~

"(Y/N)! Wait up!" Yoongi smiled and ran towards you.

"Catch me if you can!" You giggled and ran in the flower field.

He finally caught up to you and playfully tackled you in the flowers.

You both laughed until your stomach was hurting.

"Yoongi.. I really, really love you.."

He smiled and left a peck on your lips.

"I really, really love you too"

He felt something prick on his arm, and he saw that it was a single rose.

~

Yoongi abruptly woke up from his dream, suddenly feeling a small pain on him arm. He was panting heavily, and searched for a particular person.

Nothing had changed in his cold, dark room.

His phone brightened from a notification.

From: Seokjin
9:24 A.M.

I just checked... I'm sorry Yoongi.
We're all sorry.
Please don't do anything until we get there..

A cry could be heard through the whole building.

~

Six boys were seen holding flowers while walking through the cemetery. As they were nearing, they could spot a woman next to one of the tombs. It was (Y/N)'s little sister, the next heir to her family's company.

She saw the boys and nodded at them. She then left and let the boys have some private time.

A year since both their deaths.

If the (L/N) family let Yoongi properly see her, they wouldn't have to bury both of them at the same time. The least they could do was have their graves next to each other.

The day when he received the message of (Y/N)'s fate, they had found Yoongi hanged in his room, already cold. They couldn't do anything for him.

This truly was a cruel world.

Perhaps someday, some other time, they could be happy. Happy with each other's love.

~