Pepper's red face made me hurt inside. Not the painful hurt but the good kind of hurt. Knowing I upset her last night made me queasy. I couldn't get her off my mind and the first thing I do is insult her? What's wrong with me?

I didn't know if it was her small frame or her chubby cheeks but she reminded me of innocence. Hell- she's never been kissed before. She was the definition of innocent. I looked myself over in the mirror, disgust shredding over me.

I can't like this girl. I had to get her off my mind. I was getting too horny for my own good. I hadn't slept with a single girl since move in day. Every other girl made my boner die. She fueled the fire within, though. Whether it was just wanting to kiss those plump lips or throwing her in my bed, I was attracted to her undoubtedly.

"Jax, I have to pee." A soft knock at the door sounded. I groans and sucker up my courage. I had to face her everyday till senior year. I opened the bathroom door and saw her clench her teeth at the sight of me. I couldn't tell if she was just awed by my looks or disgusted. She pushes past me and closes the door.

I paced the room for the next five minutes and finally decided to go for a run. Girls continuously stared at me because lets face it- I'm hot. The beads of sweat fell down my body as i ran harder and aster with every thought of Pepper. Her ocean blue eyes, her long brown waves of hair, those pudgy cheeks that made her cute as a button. She wasn't only cute, she was sexy. Those curves made my mouth water. I just wanted to let my hands wander around her body for hours.

"J!" I heard a familiar voice yell, Vin jogging up to me. I take my ear bud out and slow down. "What's up, man?"

"Nothing much, bro." I replied, trying to catch my breath.

"i heard there's this party at Kappa, so you in?" He asked, holding his fist out. I nodded and bumped my fist to his. He smiled and ran to a group of his friends and was probably telling them I was coming.
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As I entered the room, I found Pepper cuddling a rainbow pillow pet and watching something on her tv. "Hi, Jax." She quietly greeted me, her grip on the pillow pet tightened.

"You okay?" I asked her, trying to look at what on the tv. She was watching the new Insidious movie.

"It's just... jump scares, am I right?" She chuckled, instantly jumping at the piercing sound that erupted form the sound bar. I smiled at her cuteness and went to my bed.

"So there's this party tonight at the Kappa house, as an apology, I want to show you how we party at Leon."

Her head turned my way, a smile playing itself on her face. She nodded and  opened her mouth, "I love parties!"

"Great. Wear something sexy. I'll be back around eight."

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To say she looked stunning was an understatement. She made a tank top and jeans look amazing. The way those clothes hugged her curves made my mouth go dry. I was thirsty.

"Is this okay?" She asked, looking at herself in the bathroom mirror.

"Y-yeah, it's good." I tried not to gawk at her. I was getting a little too excited and needed to clam down. WE walked to kappa house for about 15 minutes. I learned that she was going for a bachelors in nursing and she's from the middle of nowhere. I already knew she had a special attachment to her mom after the dozens of phone calls she made to her daily. She's afraid of spiders and needles so she's having a hard time sticking people with IVs. Her laugh was contagious and kinda that of a cackle. She smiles when shes thinking hard and bites her nails when she thinks shes talking too much.

God, she occupied my thoughts. The more I got to know her, the more she was on my mind.

"Jax!" Vin and Mark yelled, standing outside the sorority house. I greeted them and introduced Pepper.

"Damn girl, you got ass!" Mark shouted, his eyes fixated on her butt. I felt a burning rage in my gut but ignored it. Why was I feeling this?

"Thank... you?" She drawled, looking at him confused. His hand reached out to slap it but I ended up smacking his hand away before contact.

"Let's avoid the sexual assault." I looked at Mark. Vin began saying 'burn' and making sounds as we entered the party.

"Do you want a drink?" I asked Pepper.

She nodded, "Something strong."

I went and got her some cherry vodka and myself a jager bomb. She downed the whole cup in less than a minute, I shit you not. She definitely was going hard tonight. I got her another two cups before she finally slowed it down. The DJ finally came to the party and that when everyone started dancing, going crazy. Guys were doing keg stand chugs and girls were taking their tops off. Then the strippers came out. Kappa always knew how to party. One stripper took hold of Pepper's hand and sat her don in the middle of the crowd. Then she proceed to give her the sexiest lap dance in existence. I was turned on and getting way too excited for my own good. Pepper slapped the stripper's ass and put a $20 in her thong. After the dance, pepper downed another cherry vodka and a cup of homemade cherry moonshine.

"I wanna dance." She tells me, starting to move her body. My heart was pounding as she started getting closer to me, eventually her boobs touching my stomach. The way she moved put me in a trance. My hands roamed around her lower back until she turned around and they were on her abdomen. I tried so hard not to go south or north.

She started to grind on me and I was in peril. I know she was drunk by now and I was not going to take advantage of her. When I didn't respond to her, Mark stepped in and took her from me. Letting her grind all over him. She was too drunk to even know her own name let alone who she was dancing with.

"Yeah, sexy." Mark moaned, his hand planted firmly on her ass. I had enough of it and pulled her away from him, telling her it was time to leave. She pouted but complied, letting me lead her back to the room. She was stumbling real bad and slurring her words, not being able to walk in a straight line. It took us ten minutes to walk one block so I picked her up bridal style and walked her back. She fell asleep in my arms and was drooling on my shoulder by the time we entered the room. I placed her in her bed and tucked her in, turning her light off.

"Goodnight." I whispered, placing a kiss on her forehead. The only reason I did it was because she would never have remembered it. Getting into my bed, I sighed and turned my light off, falling asleep with her as the last thought in my mind.