I opened my eyes as I heard my alarm clock making rowdy noises

Yawning, I found my self catching up to that strawberry scented perfume That I bought last month. It's my scent diffuser.

"Yah! Sleepyhead!" I heard Min shouting outside my room , I sat up adjusting from the sunlight that has been hitting me.

"Hi!?" Min stormed inside smiling as I smiled back "why are you here?...again" I stood up scratching my head

Wow that felt pain

"Ahww..my head hurts like hell!" I complained closing both my eyes.

"Ha-eun I have something to tell you" She whispered worriedly

"What?" I waited for her to speak but nothing.

"I have to take a shower" shoving her away. She was blinking trying to say something.

"A-ahmm" she spoke shuttering

"Yah! Kang MinJi!, if you can't finish your sentence, atleast let me clean first... Geezz!" I turn around entering the bathroom irritated

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After closing the door, I went out drying my hair when I saw min walking pass the leaving room
"Yah! Min" I called her

She looks at me and her face change, she's tense... What's up with this barky

Ohh.. Yeah, since she likes barging in, likes eating forever and she's noisy, so from now on I'll name her barky.

She gestures me to go come immidiately, pointing at the kitchen as I look at her 'what' trying to understand her every move.

She walks in as I followed her, but what really took me by surprise is when I saw the man which I least expected showing up already infront of me.

Min grinned looking back at me as she proceeded cooking

While...

Taemin's sitted at the table facing her

Just by the looks of the hair and his posture.. I know it's him.

Why? I really want to take a step back and hide but F**K! I can't, he might hear my every move.

I remain silent not knowing what to do. On the other hand Min looks back at me smiling worriedly while stirring up what seems to be a hangover soup.

I turned around getting ready to storm back inside my room but "ha-eun"
I froze for a moment not wanting him to call unto my name once more.

That voice..

That was once music into my ears.

That voice that makes me happy when I was sad, that voice that makes my day when we're together.. But now that voice..

That voice makes me sick, angry, and irritate more than anyone does.

I stayed on my spot not wanting to hear any single word coming through his mouth as I close my eyes fighting the tears that I have held for so long.

Am i really done with him now? , did I actually felt happy?, did I forget him already?, or am I just taking the pass few days resting my mind not letting anything pass through it, just me and what I do.

It's hurts like hell.

The scenarios kept replaying inside my mind.

He cheated on me. He lied to me. He doesn't care about me.

And that hurts me the most.

Guilt..

I wish his not guilty, because that's makes me more insane. I wish him dead.

I felt light foot steps approaching me as I was about to speak

"S-sto -" but to my surprise, Min spoke up for me, this time I know I deserve her, this time I know I need her with me, this time I know she's being strong for me.

"No...stop!.." I opened my eyes as I heard Her speak , I waited for another sentence but nothing came.

I felt footsteps getting heavier as I shot my eyes close again.

Please don't

please don't

"Don't come near her....stop right there" with that I turn around and saw taemin's eyes watery. I inhaled trying to cover my own tears up

It felt pain, seeing him hurt, I don't want any of this, I don't want any of this to happen, it's just.. It hurts me and the more he appears the more it kills me.

I remembered what Min said last time 'no.. Don't think that way, even though his hurting, remember that you are also hurting, your heart is also hurting, and I'll not let that happen, I will not let him destroy you over again, it's okay to forgive Eun, you're hurt and I know you are. All this years , his cheating on you and that's the worst thing because you don't know what's happening and I, myself have to apologize. I didn't tell you any sooner that he has somebody, so if you're thinking on going back with him, no.. I'm not destroying you both but think of it, you're not yet married but his already cheating on you, what more if you're married?...ha-eun, i love you , and will not let you get hurt, I can't approve to that, I'll approve to him if the reasons not him getting caught and cheating on you.

Me, myself will help him win you again if the reasons are not him having another women besides you. Don't you get it?. Having an affair with someone is the worst thing that will happen to you if you choose to be together with someone who likes having an affair with somebody.. If I were you I will not. It's okay to break up and get together when the reasons are not like having an affair with someone, it means he doesn't give his all to you, atleast think.'

At that time I felt my tear pouring down as I look back at Min.  With that words I know what I have to do. It's messed up at this point but I know what I have to do.

Min lower down her head as Teamin went near cupping my cheeks as he wipe my tears away

I stayed silent still tears falling not wanting my hands to touch his dirty soul

I quickly shook my head down as he removes his hands off of me and hug me

"Please" I held back my tears not wanting him to feel my weakness. I didn't move , I didn't hug him back , I don't like my hands dirty.

'I hate you'

'I just waisted my time on you'

He tightened his grip on me as he held my hair stroking it as he burried my face to his shoulder

I inhaled and utter the words "leave" with that one word he loosen up his grip as he looks at me while his hands still holding unto my waist "Eun... I'm sorry, I-I lov-" I interrupted him not wanting to hear any single promises coming out of his lips.

"No...you don't know what you're talking about" I stare down straight into his eyes feeling empty, he didn't even look straight into my eyes when I scanned him.

"I'll make it up to you... J-just please -" he was tearing up but Min shouted

"Get out!...she don't need you!, we don't need you!" Taemin looks back at her as he lower down his head

"I'm not going to force you babe, I'm no longer seeing her" he ended looking straight into my eyes before walking out the door.

I sigh in relief as I collapse down tears running out my eyes

Min pelted catching up on me
"Ha eun.." she held me pulling me to stand but I can't, I felt weak.

She hugged me sobbing as I wipe my tears once more.

standing up she guided me towards the chair as I look at her but she just ignored my gaze.

She's crying and I know she's crying, hahahah! I love her so much

She can be strong when she needed to be strong, even though her heart is soft like a pillow.

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Hours had passed we were able to eat everything that she have prepared for the both of us.

I went up and decided to freshen up once more.

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"And you're always hurting me"