(Trigger warning)

Marina POV-
I was so scared.....
I wasn't going to tell anyone......
Chibs couldn't know....
Drip
Oh god it'feels so good
I did about 20
Screw the world
Teleport too 1 day ago
"Love you're phone is ringing" Chibs said bringing it too me.
"Why didn't you answer it?" I said taking it from his hand
"You deserve privacy my dear" he said kissing my hand and walking off.
God I was lucky.
"Marina stop looking at my ass" he said
"Hey it don't hurt looking at what's mine" I yelled
He just laughed and went about.
Oh FCK the phone
"Hello" I said
"Yes is this Marina Zombelle" a lady asked.
Her voice was dull yet had a sense of life in it. should be about 40 or so
"Yes. Can I help you with something mam " I said grabbing my pad and pen. X went off for the day to hang out with Maryse so they could catch up on girl chat. as embarrassing as it could be Jared went with them.
I don't blame him. He didn't want Maryse out of his sight again.
DAMMIT GET ON TOPIC YOU ADHD BITCH
"Yes you can help me" the lady rasped out "Stay away from Filip Telford....Or you'll regret it"
"Excuse me hoe" I said twirling my knife Rocko gave me.
"He's mine " she said before hanging up.
That was weird.....Hoes need to learn there facts straight...Whats mine is mine.
I just shook it off and walked around the house to find juice and Aaron curled up on the couch.
There has been a lot of tension with them but it seemed resolved.
"You guys look happy" I said smirking
"Mhm....Marina why do you have you're knife out" Aaron asked
FOR FUCKS SAKE
"Love did you take your medicine" Chibs asks from the other room
"I NEVER TAKE MY MEDICINE " I yelled and juices eyes went wide
"Um...Haha..... Manic Depressive" I said laughing
GAHHHHHH
"Marina if you don't take you're medicine I'm shoving it down your throat" Chibs said
"TRY" I screamed and he walked in "TR-UGHHH"
He grabbed my jaw and forced it open.
He shoved 5 different pills into my throat.
"Swallow" he said
I took them down my throat and he let me go and kissed me.
Fucker....Hes lucky he's sexy
"Marina you're phone is ringing again" Aaron said
really hoe
"Hello" I said sighing
"I saw that...Manic depressive....Very usefull" the lady said laughing a little
"Bitch that ass is mine" I said growling.
"Oh we will see....Just wait" she said laughing and hung up
Grrrrrrrrrr
I tried calling a few times but she wouldn't answer
Grrrrrrr
1 day later
Chibs was on the phone and he seemed really angry.
"I'll take care of it" he growled out.
He hung up the phone and just ran his hands threw his hair hoping for any sense of comfort.
"You alright Chibs" I said and he just looked at me and glared.
"Yeah I'm fine." he snarled "But apparently my girlfriend has been threatening my ex wife"
"I haven't done anything Chibs " I yelled
"Let me see you're phone " he growled snatching it out of my hands "That's her fucking number Marina! You called her three fucking time"
"BECAUSE SHE WAS CALLING ME AND THREATNING ME " I screamed and walked to my room
"DONT YOU WALK AWAY FROM ME" he said storming after me
As soon as we got in our room a string of profanities , Damns to hell, and just plain hateful words were yelled.
"FINE. WHEN YOU DECIDE TO TELL THE TRUTH YOU CAN BE MINE AGAIN" he yelled
"SO WHAT YOURE JUST GONNA RUN AWAY FROM OUR PROBLEMS" I screamed
"It's not my problems Marina. This is no our anymore.It's yours" he said and walked out.
That one hurt.
A lot.
I punched the wall.
I screamed.
I kicked the book rack knocking books everywhere.
Glass broke.
Wood busted.
But none of those pieces were enough to fix what was left open inside.
I was full on sobbing now and I just let my back slide down the wall I laid on the floor and curled up.
I looked in front of me and saw a sliver of glass.
I didn't take my medicine today
Hopefully I won't have to take it again.
I have nothing now.
I screamed in pain and gritted my teeth as I dug it into my skin over and over.
"I forgot my-MARINA WHAT THE HELL" Chibs nearly screamed. "AARON GET IN HERE NOW"
I just started mumbling to myself seeking any type of comfort.
"I didn't do it. I didn't do it."

You did
"I didn't do it Chibs."
You did everything
"God dammit Marina" Chibs said crying and picking me up "Shhhhh. You didn't do it...You didn't love I know now"
"You left me. You don't love me" I cried
"Yes I do. I'm not leaving again" he said "AARON BRING ME THE DAMN FIRST AID KIT"
And it went black
Sweet nothingness
I was happy.
For once in my life I was okay