X POV

Marina was now 8 months pregnant and recently her and Chibs shared with everyone that they where having a little girl. They where both very excited to be having a little girl. I can already see her as a daddy's girl that has Chibs wrapped around her little finger. As for Juice and I, we talk but you can still feel the tension between us. We don't talk to each other unless we really have to. It seems that we only agree on one thing is that around Happy we act like nothing is wrong between us anymore. Happy walks into our room and says, "Hey baby, Juice and you need to go on a run together." "Why can't it be you and I baby," I tell him while I rub his chest. "Jax needs to stay here and take care of somethings baby. You guys need to go on the van pick up somethings and then back home it shouldn't take that long," he told me.

Later that afternoon, Juice and I got ready to head out. On the way, there it was quiet between but the tension was so thick it was crazy. Happy said this wasn't suppose to take us long but it does. It seems we might be stuck together a few more days. We are sitting in the truck quiet waiting when all of sudden he goes, "you know they could have saved Aaron instead of you. I just don't understand why they couldn't save her first and then try to save you." "It was not my fault, Juice, I mean damn I was laying there passed out becuase I had glass in my stomach so give me a fucking break. You act like I was conscious and told them to take care of me first," I tell him trying to reason with him. But he doesn't like my answer becuase soon we are yelling at each other in the car. He is basically saying that I ruined his life becuase now he will never know what could have happened with her as his wife. Then I start yelling a him that Aaron was like a sister to me after Dawn died I felt the need to protect her at all times.

Juice POV

"PROTECT HER AT ALL TIMES. ARE YOU KIDDING ME X, BY YOU BEING HERE ALIVE DOES NOT SHOW YOU PROTECTED HER!!!!!" I yelled at her. "SHE CHOOSE TO GO JUICE AND TO LET ME LIVE HOW IN THE WORLD IS THAT MY FAULT!!!!" she yells back at me. At this point, we had forgot about the run and the stuff we were waiting for. I knew this was a bad idea if putting us together o go on this damn run. All we have been doing is yelling at each other.

The yelling never stopped soon we were on the side of the road yelling at each other. I truly blamed her for everything because here on out I have to live with a 'what if' Aaron didn't die. Would my life be different as we speak, would we have accomplished every goal we had as a couple but I will never find out the answer to that. I wanted to just put her or Happy through the same pain I was going through

Then all of sudden, I hear a gun shot, I think it was the enemy until I opened my eyes and notice X was holding the gun. She is crying telling me how sorry she is and that she didn't mean to shoot me or have Aaron die. My body and soul felt at peace at last I was going to be with my baby girl. With my last breath I told her to bury me with Aaron.