Tw extreme language and possibly triggering content for victims of RTS

So uhm this is gonna get all funky personal sooo no trying to sshow pity or relate please that not why im writing this

Sooo ermm were do i start... I hate religion. I hate it, hate it and i would say sorry but honestly I'm not, religion is useless and a waste of brainpower. I especially love the part were you're panicking as a 5th grader about how ur Christian and u like a fvcking girl but YOU'RE a girl, and you're told gay people are just a bunch of sinning lowlifes. And i gotta love that part were she left me for other people anyway so like what was the point of that fun episode?? And when you come out to your parents they pretty much say that you are a living sin and you've been starving yourself a little already so they aint helping

And they take away any sense of privacy you have like telling your ENTIRE FAMILY TREE ABOUT YOUR PERSONAL LIFE AND MISTAKES AND MAKE A JOKE ABOUT IT,  AND THEN TALK TO ME ABOUT TRUST, like 'you can talk to me' and 'you just love to backstab me' LIKE FUCKING DUMBASSES WHY DO YOU THINK IM GETTING ON WATTPAD BEHIND YOUR BACK RN WHY SHOULD YOU GET TO TRUST ME IF I CANT TRUST YOU, YOU FUCKING WAD OF GODDAMN ROTTEN FLESHY WASTE OF OXYGEN. AND THEN THESE HYPOCRITICAL FUCKWADS JUSTIFY IT BY SAYING THAT NOBODY IS PERFECT AND THEIR DUMPSTERFIRE 'GOD' WILL FORGIVE THEM WELL BITCHES GUESS WHAT JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE SAYING SORRY TO A.. A THING THAT DOESN'T EXIST IT DOESN'T MEAN I FORGIVE YOU OR ANYONE ELSE FOR THAT MATTER. 

AND THEN SHE TRIES TO FUCKING TALK TO ME ABOUT THAT SHIT, FUN FACT I'VE READ THE BIBLE 3 TIMES OVER AND THIS MF HASNT READ IT ONCE BC SHE 'DOESNT LIKE TO READ' LIKE GO READ YOUR OWN FUCKING SCRIPTURE BEFORE TALKING TO ME ABOUT THIS MOTHERFUCKING SHITTY STUPID TOPIC 

HYPOCRITES HYPOCRITS HYPOCRITES!!!!