I lost love
to gain a friendship
and ended up losing both.

I didn't mean to hurt you
but I already did.

You gave me every reason to smile
but I never really took it as mine.

I took it all for granted.
For me love was a waste of time.

And now you are not mine.
It hurts to see you put a smile
on another face
which was meant to be mine.

I'm walking the path
with a loner heart.
Which is taking me
to an empty lane.

I will dwell on my thoughts
and should see a better way.
To cover my sins, come what may.

I broke your heart
within a blink of an eye.

You declined
your pride
by letting me go.
With all those memories
which were not mine.

I know what I have done
can not be undone.

I don't deserve you
is what I have written
on my veins,
which goes straight to the brain.

But I guess
the receptors have fallen sick.
As they can't receive
a simple message
just like this.

I want to wash my hands
which stench of hatred.
How I tore your heart
and earned your hatred.

For me time has frozen.
I'm stuck with the memories,

which I took from you
like it was just a notebook.

I read it time to time
just to remind myself,
all the reasons why I don't have
my own sunshine.

It brings me to tears
which I can't bear.
They are too loud
for me to hear.

I realised your worth,
soon after you had chosen
another girl.

I loved you
ever since I left you,
but never got the courage to face you.

Now I am here facing the sun
lying on the ground,
waiting for my sunshine
to fill me with love.

Soon I will close my eyes,
drifting in your thoughts
like the tides
on the full moon night.