Loner.
Now I have a deep understanding of this word,
And how alone you might feel everyday.
I was among whose who said,"you can't be lonely in this crowded world."
But now I know what it feels to be alone even if you surrounded by people each day.

I wasn't this lonely and reserved person.
I was superactive , overdramatic, fun loving, outgoing cliché.
The Happy-to-go-lucky Missy.
Then life happened,
I got older and quite each day.

Caring too much about menial things,
Thinking too much about everything,
Worrying more and doing nothing.
And then comparing yourself to a dustbin.

I wasn't this girl.
I was a proud git.
Who loved herself for who ever she is.

I wasn't this girl.
I was the great.
Now I feel nothing special about myself,
I am just like a slate bread.

I was a open book,
Waiting to write and share something new,
Now I am closed than ever,
I want to be renewed.

Is there a human warranty card?
I wish to use mine.
I want to feel new again,
Royal and divine.

I hate being lonely.
But people don't like Depressed soul,
Faking smile and laughter,
Is of no use anymore.

All my restrictions coming to an end,
But I am still a pretend,
All the punishment applied, coming to an end,
Still I am not the winner,
Then I repent.

Same story everyday,
Now this is my life.
Eat. Sleep. Regret. Repeat.
If I was brand, this would be my tag line.