Ahhhh my god I hate this school. I just want it all to stop everything. I just want someone who can tell when I say "I'm fine" they will know I am not fine and I want someone talk to. I want someone that can see right through my fake smile I have on every single day. I have had enough of going home and crying myself to sleep. And the sad thing is one of my best mates can not even tell when I have a real smile or not and when I say "I'm fine" they think I am fine they don't question about it at all. 

I am sorry guys I had to get that out.