I'm... trying to be more open about this... which is kinda hard, since... I've been forcing back all of my problems in the back of my head, not pushing them out to my mouth...

So... to all those reading this... thanks... it means a lot... but you don't have to read about my stupid problems... I don't want to waste your time... but... if you're willing to read about this shell of a person's problems... I... I don't know... just... really thankful, I guess...

To be more open about this... I'm depressed and I have anxiety... I've been cutting myself and I have thoughts of suicide... and it's hard to tell everyone about the stupid voices in freaking head saying I should... I'll tell you later...

Now... how do I end this...? Constantly bug you with spamming all of my nonsense? I guess... so... let's pry open these demons in my head... the therapist said I should... huh...

Well... next chapter... "Addictive".