Weeks gone by and here I was, still blaming myself for the sudden change in Jimin. He sat across the room now, far away from our group, alone at the corner.

Tae and Haru would talk to him on and off while I couldn't help but lower my gaze everytime we would make.eye contact.

He needed help and I wasn't the one to offer it.

Jimin and I never interacted after pir breakup. We would only acknowledge each other but nothing more.

Everybody knew we had broken up and oh boii, didn't it get worst throughout the weeks.

Yoongi, a boy whom I had rejected in lower grades, was the first person to pick on Jimin in public and ever since that day, it was chaos.

Jerks from east to west would pick on Jimin endlessly all day. Someday it would be harmless pranks but other days, it would get only worst.

There was even one day where Jimin was found bleeding in the guys changing room. The worst thing was that no one was concerned by this.

It appeared that everyone acted nice to him at first only then within weeks later, they all put him to the sides, neglecting him, playing with him.

You know that empty guilty feeling you feel sometimes at the pit of your stomach? That's exactly how I felt upon seeing how useless I've been lately.

Tae, Haru and I were handcuffed to the core. We felt chained since we couldn't do anything to help him.

The basket ball team threatened to remove Tae if he acted out and everybody knew that Tae was to get a scholarship for NBA if he didn't get any complaint from his team.

Haru was threatened as well. By his own boyfriend. Apparently his boyfriend was one of the bullies and threatened to hurt her if she got herself involved.

As you can apparently guess, Haru was indeed in a toxic relationship and was silghtly distanced from us.

While me, I was fucking constantly being followed by Yoongi and his minions. Fuck, some of the boys would even stand by the bathroom door sometimes.

I felt sick. All these because of me.

And Jimin, I knew he needed help but how could I help him when I was the one to cause all of this?

Fun fact: Aiden and I actually didn't get to even see each other after our break up since I was abroad due to my parents' work.  I was always constantly being homeschooled abroad while he was a school getting bullied.