It's been weeks since Jimin and I have been a thing now. Well 5 week and 3 days precisely that my hazel eyes could interpret the world in its natural beautiful colours. All thanks to that one colour which trainted onto my monochrome.

It didn't take much before rumours began talking about us like crazy. It felt surreal how people are more interested in one's boat more than theirs.

However, as Haru always says: 'If people are talking behind your back, tell them you feel popular and touched by the amount of attention and respect you're receiving '

And that's what I've been doing recently. Despite the attention, I've loved how dumb and ridiculous their lives must be. To the point that they would glared at us...Jimin specifically.

But then, we're all humans right. We're not the same neither in appearance nor in character so definitely there were times where we had our breakdowns.

Jimin and I weren't the typical type to fight over silly things and then patch up hours later with some kisses and blah blah blah. Jimin, you see, was different.

He is the type to be strong on the outside and inside but once a bullet passes through his wall, he's down for days. And thoses days, they were the darkest days for him.

Tae and Haru even spoke to me about his mood swings sometimes. At first, I didn't really understood them since you know, Jimin and I just happened to begin dating. But with time, I took notice of them and I was upset.

Upset that he didn't confide in me like we said we would. Clearly he was troubled by something but wouldn't speak a word to me.

I once even spoke to him about it. But as usual, his say in that was 'I don't want you to worry about those silly things. I want to see you only smile '

I hated it when he said those words....those cursed words.

He expected me to smile when he was suffering from something I didn't know about.

After that confrontation, we had a fight. Not a huge fight but one that caused me to realise that Jimin wasn't only my source of happiness, he was my comfort, my happiness and all my other emotions.

When we temporarily broke up, I would always shun his presence and as you've guessed, it was hard as heck.

Jimin would always steal glances at me during classes specially that now, we've switched places and he was in front of me. Why you ask, well we had a deal among ourselves that each two month, one of among us would switch place to sit beside Jimin.

Lucky over that period of our breakup, it wasn't my turn.

Tae often noticed how quiet and uneasy I was with this whole new thing. He even told me to talk things with him but how. How could I talk with a person who doesn't even look at me when I try to talk.

But then, we liked each other. We had memories together and to be honest, I didn't want to let him go yet.

One week and 2 days after our break up, we patched up eventually and the next day we were back again. But stronger this time.

To which he promised me never to hide his feelings from me.

But then again, some promises are meant to be kept while others, are hard to maintain.

It wasn't until a few time after that I realized something was off.