Jade is going to cry. Can I get serious with you guys? Honestly I'm slipping back into depression as I know it. I am thinking about braking up with B because of it and I don't want him to get hurt because of me doing something stupid, but like I don't want to crush him because he's liked me since 7th grade and I'd feel awful but I don't know what to do like as an 8th grader i'm already thinking about where I can go to college to get away from them like I'm thinking of going to college in California