Have you ever thought why are you still here?have you ever thought why do people hate you so much?have you ever thought leaving this world?have you ever thought about how fat and ugly you look? Have you ever thought that there is hope? Have you ever thought someday,someone or something good might happen?

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Well I thought, I thought I look like sh!t,but then why do people talk to me?,or say good morning?, I am very fat,but then why do people smile at me or laught with me don't they know being fat is ugly and hard?.

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I thought of leaving this world, but then again why do I have friends?, is it because of my personality? Is it because I'm so kind, that if people hurt me I say its OK?.

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I thought that there is something or someone is going to make me happy, have I thought wrong?,or my mind is screwing up with? Is it because people use me so much that I don't know when they really do smile,or fake it?

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I have thought, that people thought the same as me.but they don't know it. Because they think that they are losers,bulled from others,has no life. But its WRONG, I mean we're all losers in some way, and we're all genies in another way too.

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I have thought what people think, it doesn't matter if it's positive or not, it carries the same thing, which is "emotions and feelings".

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I have thought,that i shouldn't care what people think,because I'm living this life for me,and NOT for them, I make my goddang choices, and no one should make them for me.