Nobody cares
nobody will
how is this fair?
I let the words sink in
I hate my family
I really do
You see
I'm living with machines
their task is to abuse
So they chose me
To be used
a punching bag I become
green , blue and purple
I'm numb
"what about red? "you ask
Oh I'm not that dump
red is always there
even if they are gone
cant seem to stop myself
"I'm used to it" I tell myself
"you deserve this till the end"
"How can you be so blind?"
"why didn't you see that at first sight?!"
And right now I'm just done

An/
Okay I just wrote this and I'm not thinking straight so I apologies how bad this is