Being fat is pretty hard

People eyeing you from afar,you feel ugly, different in general, and yes I am fat, what makes me hate my self even more is that regular "skinny" people complain about how fat they are, and I'm just standing there like woooot

O.o?! "Shout out to those people",it makes it seem like I'm more fater.

Being fat makes you hate yourself even more, insecure, wearing ugly clothes,because all the pretty clothes is for "skinny" people.

Oh and don't you dare judge me that I eat a lot,I'm freaking starving, and yes I play sports, I'm even at the basketball team,pretty good at it.

But people why the hate?,is it because that I have more meat on my body?, they think I won't care about what they say,and its true I don't but sometimes its too much, is it because I'm fat that they have the right to talk about me? Or is it I'm too nice and kind they think I won't hurt them?

I am just not excepted by society, and I hate to bring it up to you guys but society is us,but I'm not going to cut,not going to die,just because you don't like me, I'm living this life no mater what, I'm going to put the smile in my face, plus guess what! I have friends and not "lonely" yes Shocker isn't it.

Anyway I should end this because I'm talking too much, and nobody will care,  really be nice try it,just be nice and see how it all changes.