July 4th 2002, my first time at a fireworks display

July 4th, 2003, my first time with out my father there for the fireworks

July 4th, 2004, my first time with my stepfather

July 4th, 2005, my grandmother dies 2 and a half months later

July 4th, 2006, I don't come out of my room due to extreme depression

July 4th, 2007, still don't come out

July 4th, 2008, I come out but I don't talk

July 4th, 2009, I start to feel better

July 4th, 2010, the cycle starts again...

July 4th, 2011, I am alone

July 4th, 2012, I am heart broken

July 4th, 2013, I am heart broken

July 4th, 2015, I get reminded of a terrible past.......