🍃Josh🍃

I woke up and slowly opened my eyes. I saw Tyler laying beside me facing me asleep. I smiled and kissed his nose. He looks so cute. I think to myself. I backed away from his face and saw he had tear stains on his cheeks. I cupped his cheek and looked at him sadly. I held him closer and he shuffled while mumbling something.

I looked down at him trying to figure out what he's trying to say. "J-Josh." He said. He sounded on the verge of crying. I shook him a bit trying to wake him up. He quickly woke up breathing heavily. He looked up revealing his red eyes. "Josh." He said below a whisper. He quickly brought me into a kiss which I happily gave back. He broke the kiss and snuggled closer to me holding onto me tightly.

"Did you have a bad dream?" I asked as I rubbed his back. He nodded his head and sniffled. "Do you want to talk about it?" There was a moment of silence in the room as he sniffled. "B-Brendon said that you hated me and said you j-just thought of me as a gross slut and that you never actually liked me."

He looked up at me as a tear ran down his cheek. I wiped his tear away and I felt my heart break for him. "That was a dream and if he actually told you that don't believe him. Your not a slut. You're not gross or ugly. You are the most beautiful person I've seen." I gently grabbed his chin and pulled him into a soft kiss. I broke the kiss and pushed him down onto the bed crawling on top of him.

I saw he was scared. "Don't be scared. We aren't going to have sex. Remember what I told you what I'm going to do when you thought you looked ugly?" He nodded his head as I intertwined our fingers. I smiled and leaned down kissing his jawline gently. "I love your laugh." I kissed down his jawline and neck. "I love your eyes." I continued. "I can't get enough of your voice." He laughed and cupped my cheeks and brought me into a kiss.

"You can stop now." He mumbled between the kiss. I broke the kiss and laid my head in the crook of his neck. "Are you okay now?" He hummed and ran his fingers through my hair. "I'm taking that as a yes." We laughed and he nodded his head. "Good. Now I'm going to check on Ryan. You stay here." He nodded his head.

I smiled and kissed his forehead letting him go. I got out of bed and walked out the room. I walked downstairs and saw Ryan sitting on the couch crying. "Ryan you okay?" He looked up wiping away some tears and sniffled. He shook his head. "C-Can you come s-sit with me?" I nodded my head and sat beside him.

"How's your cheek, wrist and stomach?" He shook his head as he looked at the floor. "I just wish I had someone to hold me." I sighed and thought of holding him, but I thought it would be weird. There was a couple minuets of silence. "Can you hold me?" He looked at me with his red and puffy eyes. "I think it would be too we-" He cut me off by grabbing my arm and wrapping it around his self.

He laid his head on my chest. I looked down at him and as I was about to speak up Ryan pressed his lips against mine. My eyes widened and I quickly stood up walking away. "What the fuck?!" I yelled wiping my mouth. Ryan stared at me shocked. "I-I'm.....im sorry." He quickly stood up and I walked backwards.

"I'm going to go. Don't tell Tyler." He said walking out the door. "Don't tell me what?" I turned around and saw Tyler standing on the last bottom step of the stairs. He looked at me with anger and sadness. My heart pounded in my chest thinking of how to tell him. "I'll tell you. Just come here." I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his waist tightly.

"Josh your scaring me. What happened?" I can hear how scared he was. I let go of him and looked into his eyes. "Ryan kissed me, but I quickly walked away that's why I was standing right here." Tyler's eyes went wide. "Tyler I want you to know I would never cheat on you." I placed my hands on his sides.

He quickly grabbed my hands pushing them off. "J-Just give me some time to process this." I nodded my head and saw him walk back upstairs. "Did he really kiss you?" He asked turning and walking back towards me. "Yes. I wouldn't lie to you. Especially about this." Tyler made it to the bottom step making him my height.

Tyler wrapped his arms around my neck and pulled me closer so our lips were barely touching. I felt his fingers go through my hair as we stared into each other's eyes. He jumped and I quickly caught him. He quickly brought me into a rough kiss. He cupped my cheeks and deepened the kiss. I furrowed my eyebrows and set him down breaking the kiss.

"What are you doing?" He let go of my cheeks and messed with his fingers nervously. "I-I don't know. I'm sorry." I placed my finger under his chin lifting his face. "Don't be sorry. You just caught me off guard." He nodded and I gave him a soft kiss. "Are you mad at me?" He smiled and shook his head.

"I'm just mad at Ryan. I thought he was my best friend."