I loved her. I gave her everything. And in return THIS! GOD SHE IS SO UNGRATEFUL! I HATE HER! SHE'S AWFUL!

A waste of my time.

Worthless.

Disgusting.

Scum.

I wish she'd fall of the face of the earth.

Yet, every time I'm lying to myself. I don't think it's true as much as I try to convince myself. As much as I try to tell myself she isn't good for me, I keep coming back to her.

Her perfect eyes, her hair that flows just right in the wind, and her smile, no way I could forget about her smile. The one that melted my heart with one glance. The one that made me fall in love. And the one that broke me.

I hate her...

But there is not point in trying anymore. I love her, I don't hate her. She's still my everything.