so

I decided to try writing poems again

just some words that pop into my head

string them together as best I can

but that's the best that I can plan

because

it seems that once you step aside

the reaction I the same as if you died

one person or two, will comment that

it's so nice to see you back

but then

ghosting, silence, a complete blank screen

and you suddenly remember, that's how it's been

year after year, time after time

you try to put to paper, words that rhyme

then wonder

WHY?