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~Do Kyungsoo~

"I'll pay." sabi ni Jongin habang pumipila kami sa cafeteria. Nilabas niya yung wallet niya saka tinulak yung tray ng pagkain ko para itabi doon sakanya. "Just find us both a seat."

I hesitated. "Pero may pera naman ako." dahilan ko. "Kaya kong bayaran pati yang pagkain mo no." tinuro ko pa yung pagkain ng may halong paninindigan.

Jongin laughed and shook his head in amusement. "Kyung," he started and ruffled my hair. "Just find us a seat, okay? I'll take care of this." Saktong nasa cashier na kami kaya tinignan ko nalang siya ng masama at naghanap na nga ng table namin.

I sat and put my bag beside me. When Jongin had finished paying, i waved my hand up in the air for him to see me. Agad naman siyang lumapit sakin saka nilapag yung pagkain sa harapan ko.

"So.. magkano babayaran ko sayo?" tanong ko habang kinukuha yung mga pagkain mula sa tray.

Tinaasan lang niya ako ng kilay saka napa-shrug. "Nevermind." mahina niyang sabi.

I just gave him another glare before starting to eat my food. Then suddenly, i remembered something. "Ah Jongin!" i exclaimed and looked at him with wide eyes.

Tinaas niya yung dalawa niyang kilay habang ngumunguya. "Hm?" he hummed in response.

"Anong capital-Y?"

Napakunot noo naman si Jongin saka nilunok yung pagkain niya. Inabot niya yung tubig. "Anong capital-Y?" tanong niya pabalik. "Y? As in yung letter?"

Tumango ako saka uminom mula sa juice na hawak ko. "Tinanong kasi ni Baek kung tayo na." mahina kong sabi at nagsimulang maging seryoso yung mukha ni Jongin. Napalunok siya saka unti-unting nanlaki yung mga mata niya. "I didn't answer him directly but.."

Jongin swallowed. "But?"

"Tinanong niya kasi kung nag capital-Y na ba tayo." tanong ko saka tumingin sakanya habang nakakunot noo. "Jongin.. ano ba yung capital-Y? Sabi niya tanungin ko sayo eh."

"K-kyung.."

"Nag capital-Y na ba tayo?"

Napahinga ng malalim si Jongin saka uminom mula sa tubig niya. Naubos niya yung isang bote sa isang inuman pa lang at saka ko napansin na namumula na siya. Teka. May sakit ba to?

"Uy Kai!" tawag ko saka tinapik yung braso niya. "Okay ka lang?"

Umiwas siya ng tingin saka tumango. "Don't listen to Baek." he said with a sigh. "Yung taong yun talaga kapag sinusumpong eh." he murmured to himself and he sounded annoyed.

"Bastos ba yun?!" gulat na sabi ko nang mapansin yung reaction niya.

Tumingin sakin si Jongin pero hindi siya sumagot. He just stared at my face with that serious look and i tried hard not to look away. My eyes are wide and staring, meeting his gaze. "It's.." he started. "It's.."

"It's? What?" i asked and leaned into him. Mukhang bastos talaga yung sinabi ni Baek! Walang hiya yun! Base sa reaction ni Jongin... bastos nga. =3=

"Yadong." Jongin said and sighed. Binalik niya ang tingin sa pagkain niya saka nagsimulang kumain ng maayos. He chewed his food slowly and his face is still quite flushed.

Ya... yadong?

He glanced at me once again and caught my confused face.

Napabuntong hininga si Jongin saka binitiwan yung kutsara at tinidor na hawak niya. "It's another term for sex, Kyungsoo." mahina niyang sabi.

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa sinabi niya at dahan-dahang tumango. "Ah." bulong ko saka umiwas ng tingin. I started to chew my bottom lip in embarassment. Walang hiyang Baekhyun yon! Tuturuan pa ako ng kung anu-ano!

I gave Jongin a shy smile. "Sorry." i murmured and started to eat my food.

Jongin grinned and shook his head. "It's fine." he said. "Curious lang si Baek kung ginawa na ba natin. You know... it's not really a big deal here."

I looked at him with a frown. "Sex.. is not a big deal?"

Jongin slowly sighed. "It's not a big deal here, Kyungsoo." he explained and looked at me seriously as if studying my reactions. "Since we're all guys, hindi talaga big deal ang sex. No one will get pregnant and no lives will be destroyed. Besides, we're living in a country where virginity is no longer a priority, right? So, no one cares. It's just that syempre, bawal dito yun."

I looked down. "I see." i murmured and realized that maybe some guys here just f*ck. They f*ck for pleasure and not for love. Parang si Christian lang sa Fifty Shades of Grey. Ano na nga yung sinabi niya kay Anna? He doesn't make love... he f*ck hard?

Ganun din kaya kay Jongin?

"But Baek and Chanyeol loves each other so much, you know?" he whispered and i looked at him. Nakatingin lang siya sa pagkain niya habang nakangiti. "Maybe they're doing it already. Those bastards are so inlove like hell."

Natawa ako ng mahina. "Maybe?"

Jongin sighed and looked at me. "Don't worry, Kyungsoo." he said and his eyes softened. "I won't force you into anything that you don't want to do. I'll respect you. Don't be afraid."

I gave him a smile. "I'm not."

"So we won't be doing that capital-Y until we're married." he said with a grin. "Would that be fine?"

My smile started to get bigger. I grinned and nodded at him.

My mother said that i could trust a man who thinks and speaks of our future together. She said that those kind of men are the ones who have dreams and goals in life.

And it's a good feeling that Jongin thinks of me as a part of it.

Jongin reached out and squeezed my hand before letting it go just as fast. "We'll do it the right way." he said seriously. "That's how important you are to me."

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Matapos ng lahat ng klase namin, napagdesisyunan namin ni Jongin na bisitahin si Chanyeol sa dorm room nila ni Baek. Ayaw kasing magpapunta sa clinic kasi daw alam niyang mas gagaling siya kapag si Baekhyun ang mag-aalaga sakanya.

"Jongin! *cough* K-Kyungsoo! *cough* K-kumusta?! Buti—" agad naman na inabot ni Baek yung mukha niya saka tinakpan yung bunganga gamit ang isang facetowel. Pinasok niya yung facetowel sa bunganga ni Chanyeol hanggang sa tumahimik siya.

Wow ah. Talagang gagaling nga siya kay Baek. =3=

"Diba sinabi nang huwag kang maingay masyado!" sigaw ni Baekhyun saka kinuha yung facetowel mula sa bunganga ni Yeol. "Tignan mo nga yang ubo mo, para nang thunder! Baka mahawa pa sina Kyung at Jongin!"

Napa-pout naman si Chanyeol saka tumingin kay Baek with puppy eyes. "Sorry na Baek." mahina niyang sabi at napakamot ng ulo. Umupo sa tabi niya si Baekhyun sa may kama samantalang kinuha namin ni Jongin yung dalawa nilang study chairs para upuan.

"Kumusta naman na yang pakiramdam mo, Yeol?" tanong ko. Nagdala din pala kami ni Jongin ng isang basket ng fruits at nilapag ko ito sa study table ni Chanyeol.

Kinuha ni Chanyeol yung towel mula sa kamay ni Baek saka pinunasan ang uhog niya. "Ayos lang. *sniff* Mas malala naman noon si Baekhyun eh. Hehehe." umayos siya ng higa para nakaharap siya sa amin.

Kinuha ni Baekhyun yung kumot niya mula sa itaas ng double deck at kinumutan si Chanyeol. "Noong ako kasi, nagka-body pain pa ako saka sore throat." explain ni Baek habang may seryosong expression sa mukha. "Buti nga tong si Yoda, sipon at ubo lang!"

Jongin cleared his throat. "Chan, you better be well soon." he said with a small smile. "Ikaw ang makakasama kong magrereview para sa finals. Kyungsoo said he'll be with Baek."

Tumango naman si Yeol at niyakap ang sarili ng mas mahigpit. Nilalamig talaga siya kahit naka-off yung aircon. "I'll be fine soon." he said with a grin. "I recover fast, Kim Jongin."

"Baek, dito nalang tayo sa dorm niyo magreview tapos sina Jongin at Yeol doon sa amin." i said to Baekhyun. Agad naman siyang tumango saka tumayo para abutin yung mga prutas na dala namin.

"I'll wash the grapes." sabi niya saka naglakad papunta sa sink.

Jongin looked at Baek and frowned. "Baekhyun." he called. Baekhyun threw us a fast glanced before continuing his work.

"What?" he asked.

"Why did you teach Kyungsoo the 'Y' word?" tanong niya na kinagulat ko.

Baekhyun paused then broke into a laughter. "Hahahaha! Tinanong niya talaga sayo?!" sigaw niya saka tumawa pa ng mas malakas. "I thought he'll ask me again after class but he really did ask you! Wow. Hahahahaha!"

Jongin rolled his eyes in annoyance. "You told him that he should ask me."

Kumuha si Baek ng bowl saka nilagay doon yung grapes. "I did." natatawa niyang sabi. "What did you tell him?" lumingon siya samin saka ngumisi.

"Of course i told him the truth!" Jongin exclaimed. I felt myself smile at his reaction. He really doesn't want me knowing things as nude as those, eh? I looked at Chanyeol and he is grinning at me.

"Oh right." sagot ni Baek saka bumalik sa pwesto niya. Inabot niya kay Chanyeol yung bowl saka nagsimulang kumain din mula doon.

I looked at Chanyeol and Baekhyun. I bit my lower lip and frowned in confusion. I remembered the things Jongin told me at the cafeteria. Maybe..?

"Are the two of you really doing it already?" i finally asked.

Everyone fell into silence. Jongin, Baekhyun and Chanyeol stared at me with wide eyes and i did nothing but meet their gaze. Their mouths are slightly open like i said the most unbelievable thing in the world.

Chanyeol eyed me and swallowed his food. "Doing what?" he asked quietly.

"The... 'Y' word?" tanong ko habang nakataas ng dalawang kilay.

Chanyeol looked at Baek as if asking for permission. Baekhyun looked at Jongin then at me. He slowly swallowed then he nodded. "Yeah." mahina niyang sagot. "W-we've been doing it since we're together."

I frowned at him. "Isn't it supposed to be done after you get married...?"

"But.. i'm gonna marry Baekhyun." Chanyeol said seriously.

I looked at him and slowly smiled. "Oh yeah?" i challenged him. "How can you say that so seriously, Park Chanyeol?"

"Well..." he started and sniffed. "I won't ask him to have sex with me if i won't marry him in the end. I won't ask him that if i don't have any plans for us, you know?" he gave a smile and grabbed a grape from the bowl, shoving it to his mouth.

Baekhyun smiled shyly and his cheeks started to turn red. "W-well.. that's what he said."

Jongin grinned beside me and he grabbed my hand, he held it tight and i looked at him with wide eyes. "Kyungsoo.. it's their choice." he said quietly. "What's yours?"

I glanced at Baek and Yeol before frowning and thinking hard. We're different, you know? I am not Baekhyun and Jongin is not Chanyeol. They are bold and very much sure about everything they do. They like to take risks and everything.

But having Jongin in my life is quite... different. He's the son of the owner of this school. I don't think having a relationship with him is really that easy.

And I don't think... I'm ready for the home run.

I then smiled at him. "I'll take what you said to me at lunch." i answered. "I like the thought of it."

Jongin pulled my hand and kissed my fingers. He held it close to his chest and looked at me with those soft and loving eyes. "As you wish."

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Awww. Walang yadong ang KaiSoo sa gitna ng book. Hahaha. :D

Wholesome kasi tong istorya na to, sorry. Lols.

Good day everyone! Godbless and love you all~ yieh. :)))