I stay up late 

and post these poems.

That's the only time

I feel it's right

to do so

because I can justify my poems

as sleep deprived me 

trying to be aesthetic.

It really isn't just the

aesthetic

though.

I write what I've been thinking about

whether

it be sugarcoated

or plain for you to see.

This one,

though,

I'm writing in the day.

It is currently 2:24 pm

and I'm looking over what I posted 

about this time this morning.

This is what I do almost 

every time

after I've posted 

because I usually think

"Oh shit,

what have I done?".