I think you stared at me today, like you know I'm in excruciating pain.

Maybe it's just me. Everything feels out of touch these days.

I must be hallucinating things.

Because you stopped me in the hallway when no one was looking. When I tried to run, I began to black out. My legs couldn't hold me up anymore and you watched me fall in front of you. I couldn't get up. I was in pain.

Your eyes narrowed, and you stared at me with a blank look on your face. Just like that day you saw me on the floor crying.

Your face is starting to blur with reality. Though, your presence is slowly being burned into every corner of my mind, and now you've began to linger in everything.

I wish I didn't ask for help. I wish I can forget everything, especially you.

But at the same time, I still want to keep asking you why?

Why are you doing this to me?