I sometimes feel like I can't help.
Like right now.
Exactly right now.
I slept.
I couldn't be there.
I just stayed up on discord.
Not giving a second thought about here.
Thinking that's okay,because everybody else is there.
BUT IT FUCKING ISN'T.
I wish I could've been smarter.
And I already feel like a piece of shit.
But this just hits the cake.
If I was never there..
Then sorry..
I'm probably the main reason for your Depression.
That really sucks.
And even if I'm not,then my dumb decision just made it worse.
.....
Sorry for not being there..

jewelMoonheart