Chapter 9.5

Thank you for being part of my life. I w-will always have you here… in my heart… I … I …. I …. - - -” He slowly closed his eyes and did not respond anymore…

I called out his name but he wasn’t responding. His pulse was slowing down so I immediately called the doctor and they tried to revive him but it was too late already…

Spencer had left me… a part of me was gone…. My heart broke into tiny little pieces…. I cried so hard…..

I wanted to die as well but I know Spencer wouldn’t be happy if I’d kill myself…. He wants me to be happy….

His family as well as Jason were in his room and were crying… I hugged Jason…. He hugged me so tight as he was trying to pat my back….

I couldn’t calm down…. The guy that I loved the most left me….

…he left me…..

….he really left me….

I just couldn’t believe that it all happened in just a snap.

I tried to look at the brighter side that at least he won’t be able to feel that pain anymore. I just want the best for Spencer when suddenly…..

I felt a bit dizzy and everything turned black and I lost my balance.

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