I want to sleep. I really do. but with my mind and body, that's a little hard.
Let me explain.
When I close my eyes and fall into the trance that you people call sleep, I wake up in a different world.
No, not dreams. Literly, a different world.
I have a body there, as I do here. I feel pain through it, and it can die. But I won't die. Not until both my bodies are dead. Then my spirit can go to where ever spirits go.
When I wake up in one body, I feel rested, like I slept. But I didn't.
Imagine that. Never sleeping. Not once. Not having dreams or nightmares.
I don't know why I'm like this. I can't find an explanation.
I've looked and asked and researched and looked again. Nothing. Nothing to explain to me why I am like this. Why I am this.... I don't know.
That is the only fact I have found.
I don't know what I am.