I love you, even knowing that you will never love me.

"Sap! Wake up! Do you want to be late for your first day in this new school? Huh! Now wake up dear". By these words, my sweet sleep was broken and I know, who this person is. He is none other than by brother Rich. Yeah, people close to me, used to call me 'Sap'. And I call my big brother 'Rich'. He was sitting on the bed, beside my feet. He is very caring towards me.

Recently, we shifted to Sydney, from Melbourne. Here we means, me and my brother, as mom and dad had to stay there to expand their work. My brother got admission in a reputed college in Sydney, so I too came with him to complete my schooling. I got admission in St. Andrews Cathedral School.

Today is my first day in school, so I was very excited for that. I quickly got up and jumped out of bed. "Hold on Sap! I know your excitement but don't play so childish", said Rich. I planted a soft kiss on his forehead and went into the washroom. I quickly got freshen up and began to search to wear something good for my first day. I got a good looking white top and a skinny jeans. I made my hair frizz free and wear a band on it. Then I picked my bag, kept my diary inside it and rushed downstairs. Rich has already done his breakfast and kept my breakfast on the table. He had taken a leave from college to rearrange stuffs inside house. As I was getting late, I took one sandwich in the hand and sipped some juice. I abided goodbye to Rich. "Be careful Sap. If anyone annoys you, just tell me okay?", he said in a concerned voice. "Don't worry bro, I am alone is enough. Now bye", I said and left the house. Near the footpath, Nancy was waiting for me. "Let's go, it's already late!", she said. "I am sorry", I said and we both climbed into the school bus.

Nancy is my new neighbor and best friend too. As she helped me so much in shifting, we both became best friends in mean time.

When bus arrived near school gate, we stepped out of the bus. The school looks very beautiful from outside. We reached near our respective lockers and unleashed our bags inside it. I gave a little space to my dear diary too.

As soon we were about to lock our lockers, the bell ranged. We hurriedly took our books and went into our classes.
After four classes, we got a break. All students went out of their classes. "Let me show you each and every corner of this school. I am studying here, since last three years" Nancy said. I was wondering here and there with Nancy in that new school. Suddenly, everyone began to rush somewhere. I asked Nancy, "Where these people are going?". "Actually he is going to sing, so everyone was going there",she said. "Whom are you talking about?", I asked surprisingly. "Let's go first, then you will get to know", she said and we both headed with other people.

Many people were gathered in a small ground. As there was crowd, so I was not able to see the person sitting in the middle of crowd. I thought it was meaningless for standing so far, I turned around and was about to walk when I heard his voice.

My mom don't like you and she likes everyone
And I never like to admit that I was wrong
And I've been so caught up in my job
Didn't see what's going on
But now I know
I'm better sleeping on my own

Cause if you like the way, you look that much
Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself
And if you think that I'm still holdin on to somethin'
You should go and love yourself.

It was so awestruck that I was not able
to move my feet. A desire came into my heart to see the guy, singing it so smoothly. But when I was about to go closer to the guy, Nancy came beside me and hanged her arms on my shoulder. "Doesn't he sounds magical with his guitar?", she said. "Yes, he sung well!", I assured her. By saying these words, we both went away. When I turned back, he was still surrounded by flocks of people. We did rest of our classes and went back home.

When I reached home, Rich asked me, "How's your first day in that school, Sap?". "It was good bro, but tiring too", by saying this, I went inside my room.

That night, the only thing that was coming into my mind was his voice with those beautiful guitar notes.

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To the readers

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE...
I didn't get any other good chance to start my 1st love story, but today only.

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