*sigh*
So I come back from my awesome vacation, right? I come back feeling all refreshed, hyped, and happy. However, when going through the BIG 7 letter word that I have to still decide on, the stress piles back on as if the trip never cleared my mind of this shit. XP

Kill me. Any talk with my parents about college gets me a bad headache and now I can't focus. I hate college. No. I hate the whole signing up process to just get into a college. Like wtf? Why the fuck do we have to pay for college? Why the fuck must there be application deadlines? WHY THE FUCK ARE THERE DEADLINES TO MAKE A FINAL DECISION ON A COLLEGE?! I SWEAR I GET ACCEPTED INTO EVERY COLLEGE I APPLIED FOR AND I'M LEFT WITH A COUPLE COLLEGES THAT I COULD ONLY MAKE MY DECISION BASED ON THE FACT OF MONEY. 

If there wasn't money issues at all, I would've gladly just chose a college from the get go. But no, every day up to now has been a shit storm because i was constantly pressured by the decision that I have to make and the closing due date to make that decision. Uggggggggggh. Holy shit. I'm so stressed, overheated, and FUCKING TRIGGERED OUT OF MY GODDAMN MIND BECAUSE OF MY ANNOYING ASS PARENTS!!! 

EXERBXNKERNGILJERXVLJI WRBFX8OIWRERHTVXIUBW3IORUFB WC3IUR FBXWRBXF O3WBFRXIUER XVOR. This was the part where I slam my fist against my keyboard.

Ugggggggh. Sorry for the rant. I was just so, so pissed off because I had to go through the agonizing process to picking out the college and actually putting the deposit in. Take a tip from me because I know most of my followers are younger than me: Enjoy every moment of your life before you get hit with the college questions. Trust me. Every talk about college that I get gives me terrible headaches and I can no longer think straight (hence why im ranting now). :(

At the end of the day, I just want to finish all this schoolwork, assignments, grades, and other useless crap, so I can actually enjoy my life. 

I hope you all have a good night/day. Send a hi or hello. I like chatting with people on WP because it distracts me from the shitstorm of my life that I'm currently in.