Lilly's p.o.v
Every time I kept saying dad I balled and Lenix held me in his arms I heard him say once "I will kill this human if it's the last thing I do" my brother said "that won't be necessary it's already done"
He looked down at his hands and started shaking a little bit so Ethan led him into his room to talk. I almost fell asleep
On Lenixs chest but I didn't. He kept stroking my hair I looked up at him I asked "Lenix help use plz can we stay here and don't tell anyone if the cops found out they would take use away" he looked at me and shook his head yes "don't worry Lilly everything will be ok come on you have had a rough day you can sleep in my room" he picked me up letting my leg dangle over his arm. We got to his room and he laid me down on his bed "were you gonna sleep Lenix?" He looked at me but didn't answer he went to his closet and pulled out a mattress he blew it up and jumped on it "here I guess" I smiled at that idk why but I did.
I looked down at my hands and made them into fists and tears rolled down my cheeks cause if them to hid my hands. I felt a hand go around my shoulder but I didn't look "something bothering you..."
I whispered "it's all my fault"
I could feel lenixs starring me down but they were a soft Starr the one I would get from my mom.
"It was my fault that dad is dead, I'm really bad hurt, were on the loss and well making my brother go threw pain"
"No it's not, it's ok we will find a way out of this and I'm sure your not making max go threw pain trust me"
"It was to my fault if we hade not gone to the pool and the park this would have never happened maybe a little beating but not death and pain" I started to cry even harder and I hugged Lenix as hard as I could he put his arms around me and put me on his lap. He rocked my back and forth saying "shhh lilly it's ok shhh"
That night was hard for me if I had not done all that stuff it might have been easier but when has that ever been the answer before "sighs" oh well I guess life is life it may change but memories always last don't forget that. If Lenix or Ethan never existed I don't know were me and max would have been maybe dead, maybe even alive but pain always striking use like lightning bolts. I fell asleep that night in his arms he really cares for me it makes me think of my other brother....