Let's cuddle in bed while we tell each other our biggest fears and how we choose to overcome them. Let's tell each other about how our biggest fear is loosing one another but yet we feel like the words we have spoken have a capacity of zero value. Cause we know we don't feel the same about each other. One loves the other more that the other. Let me hold you at night when you have a nightmare and see it soak right back in to your mind. Let me hold you at night when the power goes out and There's a storm outside. The only thing having together is each other. Let me be the one to wipe the tears away from your eyes when you start to cry and know when you're about to do so. Let me be the one to see you smile. Face to face and up close. Being able to be the one to do the same routine with you every morning, when we start living under the same roof. Let me be the one to cheer you up when you get mad but also be the reason why. Let me be the one to show you what love is. Being able to call you mine. But I know that won't happen. And I guess the beat thing to say is that it'll be okay. Taking surface of reality. But the reality of how I feel is that I don't want to see that sunshine and warmth inside of you, ever escape from your eyes. I don't want a powerful storm to destroy the life that's inside of you. Cause I can't bare to see you with anyone else. What's gonna happen once I'M no longer here for you? What's gonna happen once you don't have me by your side.? One things for sure, it will invade us. It will begin to start raining while the sun goes take a vacation. However ,with you, You'll find someone fast. Yeah, you might be able to spare some time for sadness but ya know, you can have almost anyone that you want. Unless you're stuck there like me. The one thing I want is the one thing I can't have. But you've got something that I don't have. You've got charming good looks and a smile that will last. Someone as attractive as you can't stay so attached. But You'll move on and forget about me. We're just another memory. Almost like a gravestone carved in to our minds. It's full of memories and things from the past. But memories tend to fade just like the feeling we once had for each other. It seems like forever ago even though this was just a couple minutes ago. But the feeling I have for you still remains the same. It hasn't grown nor decreased. The pain seems to be the only thing growing and lasting forever. Maybe I should stop staring at you. Where you are. You're always smiling. You say it's your home. You love the warmth. Smell. You love the outdoors. But what are you gonna do when it gets dark and There's a storm and You'll have to remain indoors. You'll have to cover up. You'll miss What's not there anymore. Your artificial light.