-Kasey-

My back hurts badly... 

a reddish comes into view and i can open my eyes. I slowly open my eyes. Bright light fills my sight. I try to sit up but I'm pushed  back down by a lot of pain in my back. My eyes scan the room. Wait. am. I. In a hospital room? I lift my arm and it's hooked to many cords and other junk. A nurse walks in the room 

Nurse: excuse me ma'am?

Kasey: what am I here? 

i was confused and mad I just want to go home... 

Nurse: we had gotten a call some one saw you on the side walk bleeding from your back ma'am

I looked at her. why now? Why me what did I do? I just got everything the way I wanted and I end up in a hospital. My life just wants me to die already. I just can't die. I wanna go so bad but something always stops me. I try to make my being here on earth even a little okay because I know I can be worthless but I need the little bit of happiness I can have. This world just throws everything at me and expects me to live normal....

My eyes start to tear up... I don't want this! 

((Short... but this is what I have rn.., sorry.. I love you all))